last day of the month ... so muz blog rite?? haha ...



saturday lazy to go out ... so jin and qiqi muz accomodate to me ... they come my hse to study ... we study all the way till nine at night kkz ... hardworking rite ... at least i noe i did some stuff on saturday ... hmmm encouraging =] ... haha ... i love qiqi bee ... i dun like jin cos he make me angry today ... hehe ... stupid guy =p ...

then sunday is sleeping day for me ... sleep sleep and sleep ... very tired la ... the sleep dun seems enough ... watch tv also end up sleeping ... sleepy mood ... wadeva ... tink sleep too much so this two days got headache ... i think that is y i get irritated easily this two days ... haha ... watch high school musical ... the show rawks man ...

“Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength.”

some last thoughts of july ... hmmm ....
hard to come by ... this month seems long and tough ... i believe for many pple it is also hard to come by ba ... i had a tiring july ... haha ... bad and good stuff do happens ...
sports and study intensive school unlike others ... my fate *roll eyes* ... haiz ...

august coming ...
sure another tough month ... which also means exam creeping nearer ... OMG ... mus work harder ... jia you everyone too ...
more performance ... more concerts ... more work ... hmmm ... dun seems to be a nice month also ... haha ...
wadeva ... wad gotta come will come, and we will meet it when it does (quote from hp) ...
shall try to balance out work and fun this month ... really juz feel like relax abit ... watch abit of movie ... but teacher seems to be pushing harder since mid-course coming ... juz jia you lo ...
[我只跟我自己比] hope i can make it =] ...
ok new month ... new start ... juz pray that it would be a better month ...

i dun tink i would be gg to 24A class outing lazy sia ... lolz ... dun kill me kkz ...

“Courage is the discovery that you may not win, and trying when you know you can lose.”

i miss all my frens ... it seems like LONG time no see like that ... hehe ...

tired,
SZ

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hmmm ... yesterday sleep ard 3 hrs or so ... was very tired .... so didnt go choir ... haha ... i also last min didnt go study with jx ... promise hime will study wif him today de ... but too tired le .... juz wake up not long ago ... doze off on the sofa .... shall start on hmwk soon ....

tml got PE ... omg .... i am still aching all over ...

i got this cute lecturer ... last week he burp while lecturing half way ... haha ... and today he told us a joke ... cos today got uni tok ... so he was telling us to dream bigger ...
he say when he is small ... his parent ask him wad he wanna be when he grow up .... he say taxi-driver ... so his parent told him to dream bigger ... after thinking for one WHOLE day ... his parent ask hime again wad he wanna be when he grow up ... and he say bus-driver .... hahaha .... no offence to any occupation lolz ... the point is alto the bus is BIGGER than taxi .... driving a bus rather than a taxi does not make your dream bigger ... lolz ...

it's tough and tiring ... but we juz got to endure ... jia you ... i dun know i always feel that getting into a JC is so much easier than surviving in it ... it is not easy ...
to those out there who are sick ... get well soon =] ...

i miss everyone ...



"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.”
“Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away”



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apparently my reading speed deprove ALOT ... usually can use one day to finish potter book ... but now two days le still haven finish ...

some updates of potter book:
new stuff - hallows, potterwatch ....
died - harry's owl, mad-eye moody, minister of magic, dobby, wormtail, one of the wandmaker and more not so important pple ...
haven finish ... but already hear from those who finish that harry potter didnt die ... end up fred and tom riddle(voldermort) die ... hehe ... details read yurself ...






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如果这么多年来，你对我一点点的信任和了解都没有的话
那别人再怎么说情都没有用
都没有用
你从来都不了解你以为你很了解的我

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it wasnt like this ...
SZ


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how can they juz push the exam 4ward ... omg ... it is our exam not theirs ... how can they push it forward like that ... now i got less time to study ... omg .... torturing ... 69 days ...

it's friday ... and i am fully tired and exhaust out ... this week haven had much sleep and stuff ...

today got lots of stuff to be done ... should rush everything out ... so that tml i can conc on reading harry potter ... yippyyy ...

tml got CIP ... meeting anthea for breakfast =] ...

this few days went mad ... all thanks to wy ... haha ... had been laughing like mad can ... now stomach abit pain liao ... lolz ... all the jokes ... we juz laugh for the sake of laughing ...

ml send me an umbrella song ... it songs awful to me =p ...

concerts concerts more concerts coming up ... tue gg for a concert ... this means i can stay back to study wif wy, ml n gi this tue ...
performance performance ... more performance ... ya ... too small a gp ... so singing mostly accapella ... and moving towards pop songs too =] ... hmmmm ....

this week seems so long ... and hard to come by ... haiz ...

i cant see y u are so irresponsible ... the worst part is u are a councillor ... omg ...

oh ya ... anyone got extra shoe-bag ... do donate to jx ... he damn cute la ... he is now well-known for the badminton without shoe-bag ... cos he always use BIG plastic bag to contain his shoe ... omg ... i ask him ... he say he no shoe-bag ... then can still say happily that at least he is famous for not having a shoe bag ... omg ...

some stuff ... it is juz difficult to understand ...
so no pt saying ...
this kind of feeling ... onli i myself will know ... and understand ...





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memorable day 2dae ya ... 100 days to end of sch ... yippy ... sz hang on ... 100 days to go ... which means that i am onli left wif 75 days to ctach up wif my work ... omg ... nvm ... the thought of sch ending soon (alto not really soon) brightens my day ... haha ...

had a nice tok wif elaine on my way to sch today ... nice gurl ... hmmmm ... cheerful ... very positive ... and very encouraging for sure ... after toking to her i feel so much better ... haha ... hope wad she say will come thru ... hehe ...

test tml .... project to rush ... stupid QA to do (i never get the grip of it) ... sian ar ... burn mid-night oil today ... really very tired ... juz now watch show watch until sleep ... haha .... PE tml ... omg .... got a bad feeling ... sometime you got to trust yur own six sense ... i hope wad i am thinking now wont come true ... god bless ...

LC yesterday was so-so la ... hope i can get full marks ... cos my oral i do until very lousy ...

the umbrella song is weird ... haha ... ella ella ... lolz ...

yippy got four more concerts coming up ... i wanna go !!! hehe ...

jia you jia you !!!

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cute right ... i wan ... haha ...



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8:20 PM

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nose running all of the sudden ... tears dropping ... damn uncomfortable ... head cracking up ...

i wanna watch 'smile pasta' ...

had a chat wif daddy shant elaborate on it ...

chem practical are now more like writing then doing experiment ... omg wad kind of practical is it ...

i seriously dun know how to start ... a min ago it seems like i had alot to say ... and now i seems to forget ... haiz ...

1. getting lesser sleep
2. dun know why suddenly ......... can u imagine i use hmmm ... 6 hrs to finish a bootle of drinks ... cant even finish a pack of sweet in a day ... omg ... tummy dying ...
3. getting sick all of a sudden ... all the illness juz come as and when they wan ...
4. doing all the crazy/stupid stuff that i normally wont do ...
5. regretting, worried, scared more often ...
6. the never ending test ... and the never ending U-grads ...
7. all the dissapointing faces ... all the lousy marks ...
8. all the madness ...
9. goung crazy and out of my mind ...
10. since the week started all the uncountable omg and god help ...
11. all the un-said stuff ..............................
ya very random~

SZ

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i would not be a surprise that i am starting to go CRAZY wif all this stuff gg on ...

I HATE U !!! i had enough ...



wad would my decision be if i am giving the chance to do it all over again??

my head is cracking up ... having very bad headache this few days ... haiz ...

>> 76 more days to go ... pls hang on !!! no matter wad, wadeva it is juz ........

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另一张脸

刮了一阵大风
莫明奇妙变天
无缘无故心情灰
站在窗前感觉就算世界少了我
其实也无所谓
蠢蠢欲动黑暗那一面
不停的在变形
吞掉我的极限陷
在又冷又黑的悲观里
就像出现另一张脸
看着这张陌生的脸
自己都讨厌
觉得心情起伏不定
没有人了解
觉得孤独想大声哭
觉得活得累
觉得一切一切
全都虚伪
我想像个傻子一样
笑着过一天
想要看着你的薇笑
相信有明天
想要留下每一分钟
快乐的感觉偏偏这张脸
在我意志脆弱无奈
又胡思乱想害怕时就出现
不了解

SZ


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haiz ... wad got into me ... OMG !!!!

friday skip PE got caught =p ... was told to go and see a teacher (PE HOD) ... and i actually was think enough and didnt go find that teacher ... opps!!! haiz ... monday got PE lesson lo ... sure kana scolded de ... unless the teacher forget about it ... which is almost impossible ... i think i really went mad liao ...

tuesday results ... OMG ... how to say ... i haven say yet ... haiz ...

lost econs paper ... monday how to hand in work OMG ... got many things in hand ... monday need to hand in alot of things ... god bless me man ... hope i can finsh it ... haiz ... gg mad ...

next week is a bad week ... i juz noe everything wont be fine ya ... haiz ...

wireless finally up ...

watch Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix ... gorgeous ... ya ... although i feel that not as good as the previous few ... but still very nice ... didnt really enjoy the show ... was worrying abt stuff ya ...

the thought that tml is gg to be sun is making me very sad today ... oh no ... i think my 'xin bing' (heart illness) is getting real bad le ...

i am gg crazy ... wif so many things gg on ...

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4 Us ... i seriously dun noe how to tell my parents lo ... they will faint for sure de ... then will start nagging as and when they like ... OMG !!!! haiz ... didnt intend to tell them de ... but nxt tue taking report card ... HOW?? damn worried la ... i really dun now how to open my mouth and tell them ... all thanks to report card make me lose sleep yesterday ... 2dae damn tired can ... haiz ... somemore got meet the parents section on aug also ... sure got alot to complain de ... my studies so lousy ... more work more stuff to do since now i fail ... extra lesson ... extra stuff here and there ... show and tell? DAMN IT !!! tell wad lo ...

everything here and there ... i am seriously gg MAD !!! haiz ... all the reprimand i dun need more of it ... really ... PT driving me crazy ... monday run rounds leg pain until today ... haiz ... old liao ...

stupid sch wif stupid management ... do compo online the cher say didnt recieve mine need to redo ... stupid sia ... do flag day tell them sat cannot they rearrange in the end put me in sat again ... got BRAINS ma?? now i got no choice to skip piano lesson ... and my lao bu gg to start nagging again if i tell her i skipping lesson ... idiots ...

suppose to haf PE now de ... but i walk one big round and come to library dun feel like doing PE la ... sian ...

haiz ... no one would understand my feelings now ... all those stuff ... haiz ... shant say ...

ai yo ... shant keep complaining ... it would last one week ... haha ...

ok .. harry potter month ... movie starts today ... book i order le ...


SAVE me !!! haha ...
SZ

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Many setbacks in life ... shant tok much ...

我快疯了 !!!

i wanna live my life this way too:


tired? dying? sleepy? crying? worried? sad? that's my day ... seeya ...


SZ

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12:41 PM

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dun know how to start ... dun know wad to so describe ... how to say or wadeva ...



SZ

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10:26 AM

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write alot ... but i delete all of it away ... i dun knoe feel that no point .. nth can be done de ...

feel very bad ... got alot to say ... but dun know wad is appropriate to say here ... so decided not to say anything ...

be it good news or BAD news ... i got nothing to say ... will keep it to myself ... dun noe how to express it out ... so muz well dun say ... 4get it ...

so many things happen i am seriously at a lost of words ...

HAIZ

stress?
angry?
guilty?
sorry?
bad?
good?
happy?
hate?
biased?
hopeless?
discourage?
give up?
speechless?
how to express?
life sux?

speechless towards my life,
SZ

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sorry ... thanks ... dun care ...

SZ

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7:18 PM

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short wan ... nth to say ... simply worried abt my results thats all ... haiz ...

you xie shi ... bushi mei ge ren dou hui liao jie de ...

simply worried abt many stuff ... haiz ... wont say =] ...

SZ

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