Wednesday, September 27, 2006
i did some test :
| You Are 61% Angry |
You're a pretty angry person, although you might not describe yourself that way.
But if you think about it, you probably feel annoyed, frustrated, and disappointed often.
All of the emotions above are classic signs of anger.
And if these angry feelings are controlling your life, you may need help. |
| You Are An ISFJ |
The Nurturer
You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.
You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist. |
What's Your Personality Type?| You Are a Hunter Soul |
You are driven and ambitious - totally self motiviated to succeed
Actively working to acheive what you want, you are skillful in many areas.
You are a natural predator with strong instincts ... and more than a little demanding.
You are creative, energetic, and an extremely powerful force.
An outdoors person, you like animals and relate to them better than people.
You tend to have an explosive personality, but also a good sense of humor.
People sometimes see you as arrogant or a know it all.
You tend to be a bit of a loner, though you hate to be alone.
Souls you are most compatible with: Seeker Soul and Peacemaker Soul |
You Are 22% Evil
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A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.
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Your Extroversion Profile:
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Assertiveness: Medium
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Friendliness: Medium
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Sociability: Medium
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Activity Level: Low
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Cheerfulness: Very Low
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Excitement Seeking: Very Low
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You Should Be A Capricorn
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What's good about you: hard working and ambitious, you're practically a guaranteed success
What's bad about you: you can be unforgiving toward people who fail you
In love: you're very picky, but extremely devoted to the one you choose
In friendship, you're: likely to be a good friend but expect a lot in return
Your ideal job: rock climber, sculptor, or practitioner of black magic
Your sense of fashion: preppy and put together
You like to pig out on: meat and potatoes
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-To be or not to be, that's a question-
6:12 PM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
i dont know ... wad does:: mean to you ... a doll or wad ... i wont care if it is anyone else ... i feel that you went overboard ... juz too much ...
wad am i to them ... wad do they take me for ... who can give me an answer ... maybe i dun understand ba ... or never will ...
chem is releasing results tml ... another sleepless night ... i know it is no point worrying ... but i juz cant stop myself from being worried ... feel very sad ... i know it will be lousy ... cant expect much ... juz cant face reality ... sometimes you know that things isnt that good, but you just hope that miracles would happen ...
i cant bring myself to break the news to them ... how to tell them ... my cousin was hardworking enough to come down all the way ... everyone seems to be cocern about my result ... or more like to see if i got win her ... n i hate it ... but i juz simply to wish to dissapoint them ... aunt all that ... haiz ... all the subject are gone de ...
i am very tired ... but my eyes juz wont close ... my brain shut le ...
why am i always in the middle ... pple cursing you ... and here i am facing you everyday ... why ... why do you so stupidly choose to believe again n again ... how many times do you wanna get hurt before you learn your lesson ... really feel like slapping you to wake you up ...
feel very bad and pressurize ... i dun know ... haiz ... courage?? or maybe because i didnt do my best ...
headcahe haven been getting better ...
i am very sorry ... but i need to attend school ... cant expect to go over now n then ... juz gotta wait ... very sorry ...
pple may not understand ... may think i ver wad ... i dun know ... juz take it as it is ba ...
today went jurong island ... the trip still ok la ... abit bored ... juz eat n seat, eat n seat ...
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
11:50 PM
Saturday, September 23, 2006
arhhh .... need to type everything again ... so angry ...
dont know who is the idoit who tell me monday no school lo ... today then realise that monday got school ... arhhh ... so worry now monday taking results ... know that my results will surely sux de ... wad done is done no point worrying .... i know ... but i simply cant stop myself from worrying ...
yesterday cycle to yishun wif my mummy ... the journey there was fine ... but coming back was .... the rain was pouring ... then i was thinking monday no school so i suggested that we cycle back in the rain ... n my lao bu agreed ... never thought we could go so crazy ... by the time we were back home we were drench lo ... had alot of fun in the rain ... n she even suggested that next time we go out cycling in the rain ... then i was ok lo ... haha both of us went mad lolz ... my head is aching now lo ... dun know if monday can go to school ma ... not in the right health lolz ... today was like sleeping more than waking up ... finally wake up le then come type blog n i actually accidentally press something and deleted everything ... now need to retype everything ...
my arms are really rusty lolz ... my hand aching like siao ... writing n eating has been abit of problem ... cant imagine that i actually cant carry something properly ... was trying to carry a book today ... but it seems that i need to use a great deal of strength to carry that book ... n my arm ache when i use strength ... my arm are like useless now ... i am now simply in the situation that u can beat me and i wont have the strength to beat u back ... so this few days must wear armour to protect myself ... lolz ... using my hand is a torture to me ...
this few days seems like very sporty ... dun take bus all that travelling around on 'cars' ...
黑夜的转弯是白天，愤怒的转弯是快乐，有时候只要让心情转个弯就好了
没有男人值得你为他哭，值得的那一个，不会认你哭
(juz find it meaningful)
i am now simply not in the right health ... head aching, arm aching ... cant do anything ... math didnt complete ... juz finish the heymath ... dun feel like working lolz ... mummy seems addicted ... she cycle to yishun today again ... ask me wanna go ... i was so tired no so not well lo ... so she cycled there alone ...
actually got lots to say la ... but now i forget already cause need to retype all the things ... then i was like forget some le ... so nightz ... i think i going back to sleep again soon ... juz cant seat up straight ... cant do anything ... juz feel like resting ...
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
5:37 PM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
very tired ...
prelim finally ended ... a-math today ... the paper was ok la ... not too bad lolz ...
went out to 'celebrate' today ... after school go home ... then go play arcade ... play badminton ... go stadium ... eat ice-cream ... but cannot run ... we went to buy a ball n play ... gab got some cute video ... zx n candice created joke ... all the game was quite lame ... but really enjoy la ... haha ... hand abit pain ... then like no strength liao ... juz now makan bao my hand also shaking like that lo ...
yesterday feel very funni ... cause i have been watching mr fighting the past few days ... so watch finish le ... seems like nth to look forward too lolz ... gab came my house to stay yesterday ... we went night study ... then come home study a tiny bit ... then watch concert ... long time ago de lolz ...
tml gg to cycle to yishun wif my mom ... somemore early in the morning ... haha ... was saying that i am gg to work hard for O lvl ... haha ... wait long long lolz ... always say say onli haiz ...
dun know wanna watch gong ma ... scared i stick in it again .. ponder very long le haiz ...
haha ... a quarrel has occur outside ... cant imagine they are so childish ... gees ...
gg to jurong island on 26th ... looking forward to it ... tml, nxt mon no school so great ... holidays lolz ... went to heymath saw got test but lazy do =p ... lolz ...
tok alot to aunt today ... she always juz simply understand me ... love her lots man ...
gg to do abit of a-math ... then gg to rest le ... damn tired ... lolz ... eyes closing le ...
> sometimes something i juz simply cant forget it ... i am always reminded n will always remember ... n thanks alot for doing things purposely ... i will rmb u forever de ... fu*k ... ren shen li zhuan ge wan jiu xing le ... jia you ...sleepy,
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
7:34 PM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
hmmm ... seems long since i last post ... during this few days that i didnt blog did quite alot of things ...
first of all finally watch finish mr fighting yesterday .. start watching on sat ... not bad already kkz ... use five day to watch finish ... haha ... so obviously my next sentence is all my exam sux lolz ... but the mr fighting really nice leh ... got abit attracted to the show ... hmmm ... unlike poles attract ... haha ... science lesson lolz ... 格斗天王 => 生命中有钱没钱不一定, 但是没有梦想就穷定了 => 被毛毛虫认定的末日，我们称它为蝴蝶 [永不放弃]
hmmm ... geo was still ok la but i think i wont pass de ... math paper 2 was quite difficult think will juz pass ... physics was ... bad lolz ... crack my head until got headache lo ... then i was so hungry during my exam that cant even really concentrate ... plus yesterday watch mr fighting till three plus so wasnt that alert today lolz ... hope mc wont vomit blood when she mark my paper ...
days n days juz passes ... it seems like yesterday the exam juz start lolz ... tml last paper le .. time flies man ... the exam time-table was abit weird ... a-math is the first n last subject we taking lolz ... where got pple put math test such big gap de lo ...
yesterday actually 10+ can go home de ... but after lots of nag n scolding i onli arrive home ard one lolz ... haiz ... y cant human mouth be born to eat not not to talk me ...
saturday got three birthday presents ... bag, wallet, and disc ... lolz ...
i dun know ... i took it ... but i say nth ... haiz ... sometimes i really also dun understand wad am i thinking ... cant imagine ... i ... haiz ... haiz ... wad do u take me as ...
counted ard 7 weeks to O lvl ... must really start mugging again ... wonder would make it ma ... i know my prelim no hope le ... night study started ... maybe tonight will go ... ask mr kang to stay back le lolz ...
hmmm ... got alot to say ... but suddenly dun know how to continue ... sometimes really wonder can say out ma ... very tired le later gab coming my house ... staying overnight ... goona catch some sleep now ... nightz ... buai buai ...
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
2:21 PM
Friday, September 15, 2006
hmmm ... how should i start ne ...
ok today start wif a day of waiting ... ten o clock got a-math lesson .. in the end eleven o clock then start ... cause he having tea wif p and vp ... by the time he arrive only left half e amount of pple le ... finally more understand p&c le ... relative velocity also .. lolz .. quite contented ... haha ...
then after lesson me kx n py stay back abit ... chat chat abit ... kx claim that she is seeing the shutter ... but me n py agreed that she is looking at her phone Most of the time ... lol ... then me n pan chat chat alot ... n i finish my bottle of lemon tea lolz .. we chat for .. hmmm ... hrs ba ... lol .. chat until nth to chat like that lo ........ then that brandon ... haha ...
she was asking abt the yesterday blog thinggy haha ... seems that she can see all my sentences dun flow lo ... haha ... cause sound funni funni ma ... lol ...
haiz toward u i also dun know wad 2 say ... u may thing that u are joking but i dun think so ... haiz ... we juz think differently ba ... haiz ... sometimes i juz .....
i really hope to know wad u r thinking lo ... but forget it la ... i also wont wish that i know wad u are thinking one day ...
someone told me loss confident in promises ... hmmm ... then y ?? haiz ...
haha n today something very funni happen ... i was telling pan i wanna be a toilet cleaner next time ... n my lao bu heard it lolz ... she called me ... then i press ans press until i dun know lo ... both of us was laughing like mad lol ... our sch toilet really very dirty lolz ...
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
7:38 PM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
hmmm ... i dont know .. juz feel that it is not my day today ...
today chemistry was damn bad ... as lousy as eva ... its like the section A already scare pple off le lo ... mcq also alot of wrong le ... haiz ... took 5 papers so far and i can safely say that i dont have confidence that i will score well in any of it ...
juz feel like saying i know wad i wan ... if u feel that i am not gd enough ... i had nth to say ... since u feel that things are so easy ... then pls go do it yurself ... i am not a puppet ...
today xk lost his handphone and all 4/4 and 4/5 are released late ... cause they do bag check ... i was thinking it was so .... who will steal handphone during exam lolz ... dun know wad to say lolz ... loop holes that is wad they gave isnt it ... hmmmm ...
when black track after school ... no up the hill ... playing lame things ... then go vista ... journey ?? hmmmm ... zx was damn lame ... she try to block something so big ... lolz ... then still say until like hmmm ... she sacrifice herself to block ... lolz ...
i dun know ... things juz didnt went as smoothly as i think ... still got a few more paper to go next week ... tml no sch .. n that is great ... but raj wanna call us back ... n the troublesome part is that need to wear uniform ... haiz ...
... sometimes somethings u juz cant forget ... n i find it pointless to say anymore ... but the knot in my heart will always be there ... i know wad i wan ... n u can stop irritating me ... i mean wad i say ... u do not have to be a parrot n repeat all my words to them ... this is my life n i live my life my way ... if u arent satisfied so be it ... i do wad i wan wif my things u have no right to interfere ... i wont take it off juz because u dun like it ... u can be angry all u wan n i am not gg to care ... no point saying sorry again and again when u know u will go back to yur old ways again ... wad is the point of making pple life miserable because of yur act n wan to make it up again ...my life my way,
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
7:07 PM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
todae had ss and e-math ... Zoe was zan she sleep thru the ss paper ... ok la do 30 min sleep 1hr ... e-math was ok .. last qn was quite difficult ... ss was as lousy as eva ...
i dont know ... i juz feel very sad over it ... i cant believe i did that ... haiz ... all i can is it is all my fault ...
everyone is asking wad i wan ... hmmm ... i thought present is got to buy themshelves de ... wad is the use of asking me when i also dun know wad i wan ... the things i wan cant be given ba ...
everyone is asking got eat cake ma ... how can i not eat cake on my b'dae lo ... haha ...
gab and elson later coming my house to study .. i slept the whole afternoon ... now gg to watch TV le .. buai ...
it's my birthday,
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
5:33 PM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
i dun know ... i am in the wrong ... u dun need to get upset all because of something i did ... i got nth to say to you really ... haiz ...
a day of peace will be the greatest gift to me ... haiz ... she is so irritating ...
i dun know ... haiz ... i actually forget about my b'dae ... until my fren told me that tml is my b'dae ... damn sotong ... maybe juz too many things in my mind ba ... but simply juz cant believe it ... i actually forget about my b'dae ...
anyway YEAH! tml is my b'dae ... although realise abit late lolz ... abit lame i know ...
prelim started ... i dun know juz feel that it is not the right time for exam ... many thigns happen ... and maybe i still cant get over it ba ... haiz ...
today A-math was ok la ... not bad ... no confident ... haiz ...
i dun know juz feel very sad ... haiz ... but wad is the use of saying all this now lo ...
tml having ss and e-math ... juz cant get things in my brain .. haiz ... this time prelim is really bad lo ... haiz ...
mdm koh seems to be pregnant?? hmmm ... is she ...
this few day gab have been coming to my house .. haha attracted to the cute cute me ... joking la ... haha ... attracted to my food ... lolz ... we chit chat alot ... hmmm ... anyway really grateful to have her as my fren ... lolz ... maybe thu gg jogging wif her ... release stress ma ... my xiao qian jin ...
haiz ... i am juz bad ...
prelim coming n i am not studying hard,
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
10:53 PM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
haiz very worried and damn frastrated ...
today everything was very messy ... msging wif raj is a torture to me ... he is damn fickle-minded ... changing his decision every minute ... making my head burst ... lolz ... he later wan ... later dun wan ... later long meeting ... all that ... most of all is waste lots of my money ... haha ...
p&c, relative velocity, vectors are all driving me mad ... cant get anything done correctly .. integration isnt any better also ... juz simply cant rmb the formulas ... always mix up integration wif differentiation ... at this stage i will go mad soon ... when to ask my cousin for help today ... found out that she actually return all her work to her teacher ... didnt really know how to do ... cant get the ans is making me more mad lolz ...
wont be gg to sch tml .. maybe for a while to take something from kang ... meet gab at my house to study together ... anyway the main reason is that the report will be out tml ... juz dun wish to leave my house ... so that i can get the latest result lo ... haiz ...
just very worried ... cant control my emotion very well ... althought prelim coming all that ... haiz ... pple wont understand de ... the whole family is very dear to me ... always quarrel wif my mom last time to let me go over and stay ... aunt has slim down abit since the news ... haven have a proper meal since ba ... haiz ... really very worried lo ... did even have a proper sleep yesterday ... tonight wont be any better isnt it ... juz very nervous and worried ...
jus pray that everything will be fine ... haiz ...
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
7:11 PM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
i am very worried ... and i know i can do nothing except to pray that everything will be fine ... everyone is worring ... but worring wont do much good isnt it ... i dun know wad to say ... but the feeling of worried juz overcome me ...
how am i going to take my prelim in such a state of life ... i really hope things will be fine after sometime ... really feel like crying out ... but i juz got to be stronger shouldnt i ... except for worrying i also what can i do ... except for sending a word of comfort ... i dun know wad to say ... feel very helpless ...
haiz .. all i wanna say is bless you ... i cant do anything ...
as for my cousin ... really hope that u will be fine ... i dun really now wad makes u so demoralise all of the sudden ... but ... hmmm ... cheer up ba ...
>may not be online for a long time ... maybe after prelim ba ... feel that i need to buck up ... but will i be able to study ... haiz ...
worried,
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
7:57 PM
Friday, September 08, 2006
>> recieve yur msg ... read yur blog ... reply yur msg ... but not yur blog ... so i shall reply here ... present?? you decide ... i dun know ... my schedule is very messy now ... so i also cant tell you a specific time and date ... and rmb to think thru wad i say ... kkz ...hmmm ... never felt so satisfied before ... done quite alot of thing today ... and i really got study today ... do A-math ... so guai right ... hahaz ... today meet zx to do last min work then sch for eng and geo lesson ... after that zx come my house then followed by py ...
then chee msg zx ask wan help ma ... so the three of us cycle to civic to find her ... ask her some A-math qn ... the zx go but eggs ... after that we go kx block ... she cannot come out ... so zx and py when up ... i decided not to go up ... cause kx house got a white fury animal ... which i am very scared of ... JN will understand de ... hahaz ...
then the three of us cycle around ... py created lots of joke ... then me and xiu were like sing on the way ... anyway wonder the egg is broken ma ... evil lolz ... cycle till around 6 then when home ... only my maid and ah ma at home ... i was like diao ... i at home they dun wanna go out ... then i go out they all went out ... hmmm ...
actually i got lots to say ... but the pro is ... i lazy type out ... wan more info ... go read zx or py blog ... they will update today de ... haha ... lazy bum ... lolz ...
didnt have a proper meal today ... morning milo (by zx) and coffee (at home) ... lunch some snacks ... dinner (mac) ... didnt eat at home today ... dun feel like eating anything lolz ... dun know why ...
today learn that zx didnt eat yellow noodle ... dun know wads that call .. hahaz ... next time if got celebrate her birthday i know wad to do le ... *evil* ... lolz
then about A-math ... my relative velocity is still half-bucket ... but at least today i did a qn correctly all by myself ... hmmm ... its a start ... really hope that i can score well for prelim ... wish everyone luck too ...
my hand starting to pain again .. dun know why maybe because the change of weather and today also cycle alot ba ... old sickness ... so shall end here ... dun wanna torture my hand lolz ... 3 days of holiday ... dun miss me too much ya ... buai ...
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
7:08 PM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
hmmm ... quite sad lolz ...
uncle seems to have some pro wif his ear ... today then heard from my lao bu lo ... wonder how le ...
i dun know ... i realli wish that she is dead ... i told ed and gab that today too, when they came my house ... i simply cant stand it .... sometimes realli wish to give her a slap lolz ... u may think i very bad or wad haiz ... i also dun know wad to say ...
if you feel that by hurting me is fun ... let me tell you ... you win .... i dun know wad to say to you liao ... realli ... haiz ... sometimes i juz wonder ... forget it ... u wont understand de ...
should have discard that card ... shouldnt i ... hmmm ...
today mdm koh treat some of us ... because of that O lvl MT thinggy ... when swenson ... it was ... quite ex ... lolz ... PC and Elson really can eat lolz ...
after that when arcade ... didnt realli end didnt i ?? hmmm ... feel that playing arcade isnt that easy too ... play house of the dead today ... the gun was heavy ... lolz ... keep forgetting to reload ... and juz simply play lousily lolz ....
as for the motorcycle ... dun know why .. my luck is simplily at that area ...
other station is that kind i play then i will lose de lolz ...
basketball was as lousy as ever ... hahaz ...
today also had chem and phy ... juz simply going thru paper ... get my second present from kx today ... she say that my b'dae is during prelim ... so she gave me early ...
read something yesterday ... and regretted ...
juz found myself guilty of many things isnt it ...
haven start studying ... and prelim is 4 days away ... dun know when will i wake up ... or will i juz fail it lolz ...
sometimes ... some past i really juz wish to forget it ...
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
6:48 PM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
for your info .. the teachers' day pic is up on zx and jn blog ... go see it if you wan .. i lazy to put up the samething lolz ...
hmmm ... jn ask me out today, but the empress came my house, so didnt wanna go out ... but in the end the empress going out wif my lao bu ... haiz ... poor me ... if i know earlier i will go out de ... hmmm ...
the woman still not cured yet ... juz simply wish that she is dead ... very bad hor ... ummmm ... juz die and let me have peace lo ...
this two days N lvl going on ... so no sch ... thank goodness ... lolz ...
later kx and py coming over my house to study ... u know it will always end up wif toking .. lolz ... lets see ... hmmmm ....
anyway forget to mention STEVE IRWIN died yesterday ... my sis damn sad about it .. cause she sometimes watch the show ...
nth much to say today ... so buai buai ...
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
1:12 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006
Simply start off a bad day today ... sometimes just wish that she is dead ... hmmm ...
why muz she live in it when he is in the wrong ... she juz simply dun trust him wif her isnt it ... why muz she live in that shadow ... wad can i do ??
hmmm ... thought that today will yet be another boring day ... but in the end i ended up in ... Malaysia .. gees ... unexpected ba .. juz reach home ... damn tired lolz ... didnt get a chance to see ::: but nvm ... never thought of seeing him so fast ... hahaz ....
didnt get to see my cousin too ... didnt even go his house ... when another aunt's house ... anyway i was out shopping the whole day ... expected to buy something .. but ... hmmm ... JN was asking me to buy her something from JUSCO ... hahaz ... but didnt buy anything for her =p ... i also didnt buy much lolz ...
anyway mom agreed that i go out wif my cousin and spend so nvm lolz ... when giant then when jusco ... feel like i am in HK ... shop and eat and shop and eat ... dun know ate how many meals ... many thing changed ... cousin and all that ... my realtive see me was like .. wow queen finally out of the palace .. hahaz ... juz cant imagine how long i didnt see them ... hmmm ... simply feel great ...
best of all is that .. i saw my uncle ... haha ... u will never understand the feeling hahaz ... he juz simply dote on me ... he always wish for a gurl but all he get is guy =p .. hahaz ... he and my other uncle is like fighting for a gurl?? hmmm ... both of them is like having competition to see who got a gurl first .. but in the end both end up wif 3 guys each ... human is juz so ... pple give birth to lots of baby wishing for a guy ... but that two uncles of mine .. got so many guys and wish for a gurl ... lolz ...
mum spend quite alot today .. but not on me ... try many thing on but didnt buy anything lolz ... i wan into a shop intend to buy something but it always end up my 3 other aunties buying lolz ... had wonderful lunch and dinner there ... and the checkpoint was like JAM ... thats why so late then reach home ... lolz ...
all my relative was like persuading me to work during the holiday hmmm ...
didnt go mavis today .. because i was in malaysia ... seem ... bad right skip class ... shhhh ... dun say out kkz ...
juz cant imagine i ate mooncake, noodles, durian, bread, seafood, and many more in a day ... hmmm ... simply love malaysia got lots of memories there ...
so sad didnt study this few days ... and prelim is a few days away ... when will i get started?? hmmm ... haiz ... really muz wake up soon le ... the thought of prelim simply spoil all my mood lo ... haiz ...
anyway i now really very tired le ... need to sleep le ... mind blank liao ... today shop until eyes blur blur le ... mind tired ... hand tired liao ... lolz ... nightz ...
> hope that i can get myself to study
piggy,
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
10:43 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006
^_^ haha ... maybe this place juz dun suit me ba ... juz now was feeling like blogging ... but now suddenly forget wad i wanna blog liao ... anyway srry yesterday say wanna blog de but didnt blog lolz ...
after going to mac to study ... me zx gab and xin went arcade .... juz play and play nothing much ... (for more info go read kx or zx blog will do .. lazy to blog out the same thing =p)
went home ... and regret coming home ...
but was damn tired lolz ...
hmmm ... feel like did alot of bad things recently ... me very bad right .. hahaz ...
anyway dun know how am i going to survive this one week holiday ... haiz ... so sad ...
dun know wad is she thinking ... maybe i juz dun understand wad she is thinking ba ... if she dun wan then in the first place dun ask ... if she scared he nag then in the first place dun listen la ... such logic also dun know lo ...
still got a long day ahead ... wonder wad to do .. poor me ... stuck here lolz ...
everyone juz went mad .. no peace ... and she is always clever enough to escape ... haiz ... chaotic
juz simple miss :: .. seeing :: will simply brings me laughter ... haiz ...
wads the use of saying all this when all of you gang up together lo ... pity ::
almost forget ... promise JN to say good things about her ... thick skin right ?? hahaz ... kkz la .. she very cute at times ... very quiet at times ... adorable? at times ... hmmm ... and many more ... now cant think ... hahaz satisfied ...
headache,
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
3:00 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
now in mac with xiu .... STUDYING ... more like going online lolz ...
my heymaths was like ... hmmm ... shit ... now waiting for gab to roll over lolz ....
haiz everyone was like going to malaysia ... leave me here .. so poor thing ... realli hope that i can go malaysia .. too bad prelim coming ... i really miss my relative over there ... haiz ... then pan also went malaysia ... poor me yesterday night no one to chat to haiz ... haiz she juz know me best .. and understand lolz ... pan dun cry kkz .. gees ...
this few days juz feel like getting out of that :::: house ... granny went mad ... daddy went mad .. lao bu also went mad ...
poor little sister of mine always get scolded for nth ... me more clever quick escape out ...
wads more my toking dic also went mad ... later bring to see doc ... lame ... i know ...
my aunt was persuading me to go taiwan wif her ... i am persuading her not to go ... she didnt see news didnt know there damn messy .. but she juz wont listen ... haiz .. wad can i do? she really hope that i can acc her go ... but ....
really miss my :::: ... haiz ... feel like going malaysia to see him ... hope that he is well lolz ...
wonder kx mama will come join us later anot lolz ... aunt has been asking me whether dec wanna work ma ... still pondering ...
>haiz ... sometimes things izzint as simple as you SEE ...
maybe later will blog again ... mac isnt the right place to blog isnt it ...
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
12:46 PM
Friday, September 01, 2006
ask me wad i have done today and i will tell you nth ... and i juz wasted a day .. haiz ...
have been in dazed today .. nth seems to be right ... when around the house to find my chlothes when it is right in front of me ... go to my room to take something and found myself forgetting wad i wan to take ...
so decided to go to my aunt house ... juz got the urge to leave woodlands ... ask me wad i did at my cousin house and i will tell you sleep and sleep ...
juz cant do anything properly today .. will look at a page for half and hour and did nth .. in the end i juz give up and did nth .. the whole day in daze ...
when swimming in the end ... release stress ba .. also dun know ... juz feel like work out ... got to admit old and rusty le ... took 40 minutes to swim 16 laps ... haiz ... suddenly realise that no one will see your worries/ or see you crying in the pool ... a good place to go when you are sad and frastrated lolz ...
i also dun know wad to say .. juz refuse to take any call on my phone ... the ringing on the phone juz make me ::: ... haiz ... so dun try to contact me by calling my phone this few days ... i thought msg will be better ...
let me have some peace ... no news from you is good news ... thats all ...
my poor little daughter seems to be very troubled ... juz pray that she will be fine ... i also dun know wad to say ... maybe cheer up and take care ba ...
4get it .. i am jamed agin .. forget wad i wanna say ..
anyway nu er take care kkz *worried* ... haiz ... and wish everyone have fun during the one week holiday ...
everything juz went wrong,
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
9:34 PM
