now at pan pan hse ... trying to get some stuff done ya ...

went to sign up for mio plan ... onli take effect on the 14th ... so until then i got no internet ... wad de ... lolz ... got a new phone too ...

cousin went australia and bought me stuf ya ... some makan stuff and a bag ... i like that bag alot ... it cost over two-hundred plus if u buy at sing ... cos is designer de ... hehe ... thanks bro ... godma gave me a fifty dollar note for dun noe wad reason ... i gave it to lao bu haha ... and suddenly someone msg me to watch harry potter ... haha ...

went to order harry potter book already hehe ... how i wish 21 july come quickly ...

finding for tuition ... ask noel to ask ard ... she suddenly msg me out of the blue yesterday ... happy happy ... long time no see her liao ... lolz ...

mama finaaly decided to blog ... but it's juz some .... stuff haha ....
dun like pan she go vivo didnt jio me lolz ...

xin mama really thnks alot for everything =] ... love u loads ...

wont be gg to chee celeb tml ... pple saying organiser didnt go herself ... but too bad couldnt make it .. haha ...

this few days quite busy ... the thought of sch reopening is scaring me ya ... haiz ...

exam is hmmm .... bad ... didnt manage to finish any paper ... starting to worry aboutmy results ... dun wanna face it really .... sch change new time-table ... omg ... monday PE ...haiz ... i hate it ... it will make my monday more blue ...was chatting wif cousin abt new sch life ... haiz ...i hate sch life ...

qi shi ni men bu shu yao na me zuo ... wo hui hen nao jiu de ... zi yao zhi dao ni men de xin li you wo jiu hao le ...
bu yao tai nan guo ... wu lun ru he ... wo men hui xiang chong qian yi yang de ...

overall it was a happy day today ... 3 more days of holiday ... shall treasure it ...



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9:33 PM

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ok unhappy stuff wont say today ....
yesterday had a tok wif kx ... feel so much better ya ... thanks mama ...

my study went to waste is all i wanna say ... haiz ...

oneword:

yap ... shouldnt eleborate ya ...

exam finally ended ... hurrayy!!
yap ... and i am starting to worry now ... those who noes me will noe ...

i shall say this exam suckx ... nth went well ... its a failure ...
many unbelieveble things definatly happens this exam ya ...

no matter wad it becomes ... things willl still be the same =] ... so srry i couldnt go in and see you ... wadeva it is,

A lvl MT oral nxt week ... nervous sia ... week after i think is LC ... A lvl drawing near ... OMG ...

all those still having exam jia you ba ...

SZ

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11:53 AM

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haiz ... some curse got onto me .... this summer test i took four test and i am late for 2 test and almost late for 1 test ... damn stupid la ... stupid stupid stupid stupid ... very angry la ... i was still so happy that i was early today lo ... idiot idiot ...

i dun wanna give up ... i gave up once already ... i dun wanna do that ... headache ...

today econs as expected didnt finish ... really no hope liao la ...

hmmm ... hy and tm who will win ne ... shall ask tml ... haha ... me kpo ... lolz ...

internet connection spoil damn stupid la ... dun know why so suai ...

anyone go temple of wad muz help me take amulet ya ... haha ...

烦啊 !!!!

haiz ...

today mood not very good ... nth went well ... tatas ...



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8:18 PM

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i lost 40 MARKS in my chem exam ... fail for sure de ... very sad ... haiz ... after the exam the first msg i got from jx is 'i feel like gg poly' ... i end up encouraging pple lolz ... then qiqi also ard 40 marks didnt do ... her class alot cannot finish ... but my class is alot can finish lo ... they feel that the paper is ok ... then i cannot finish lo ... seriously the paper is not difficult ... if i study well i would be able to do it ... but the pro is i didnt study well ... so i use alot of time to think ... in the end sec C didnt do ... i noe should juz forget abt it and concentrate on the other sub ... but i juz feel sad thats all ... first day already like that ... already feel discourage lo ... i think tml econs also no hope liao la ... haiz ...

so stress la ... my class pple all so clever de ...

mt paper was ok to me la ...

i think i can predict what i will do badly lo ... econs and bio surely also cannot make it de ... onli mt and math got hope onli ... hahaz ... at least still got two ... so optimistic ... haha ...

Your Dominant Thinking Style: Visioning

You are very insightful and tend to make decisions based on your insights. You focus on how things should be - even if you haven't worked out the details. An idealist, thinking of the future helps you guide your path. You tend to give others long-term direction and momentum.

shall go practice piano to distress ... no mood to study ... haiz ...

3 more days to go ... everyone jia you ba ...

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can u believe it i actually manage to wake up this morning to jog ...

can i ask how is the show initial D related to it's title?? after i watch this show yesterday i had many queries ... haha ...

today is the start of the exam ... later 2plus gg back for another exam, shall try to put as much info into my head now ... haha ...

yesterday didnt sleep well ... was worrying abt ... haha ... i almost fall asleep while doing exam today ... lolz ... very TIRED now ...

to those who didnt study for the exam like me ... jia you ... rmb to study harder for the next one ya =] ...

saw two dogs in the cage when i was walking back home ... the two dogs juz look at me when i walk pass ... very cute lo ... i think is the same species as kx's dog ... i like dog that dun bark and bite ... i think there is no such dog in the world ba ... haha ... somehow or rather the dog reminds me of jie ning ... haha ... the sentence goes like this she can be very ADORABLE if she is NORMAL ... by saying normal i mean if she didnt bully other pple la ... haha ... no offence =] ... first time i see dog let me think of someone lolz ...

so one week of marathon for many of us ... mine end at thurs ... jealous? lolz ... jia you ba ...

there is this passage in the MT paper that is very meaningful ... it is about life ... i like that passage =] ...

someone say i am a loch ness monster ... so shall put a pic up on loch ness monster ... haha ...

it looks more like her right? haha ...

SZ

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明天就开学了。。。想了很多。。。也要谢谢朋友们给我的鼓励。。。哟，我爱你们。。。感动吧。。。哈哈。。。



看看别人再看看自己。。。觉得自己做得不够多。。。
我知道常常会给自己压力。。。但我也因为这个压力而一直站在原地不懂。。。一直感到沮丧。。。
看看这半年我做了什么。。。看看别人。。。自己所做的好渺小。。。和别人的压力比起来根本不算什么。。。
所以呢。。。我决定要根用功。。。就像当初我为O水准努力一样。。。一定要加油。。。算一算A水准的距离也不远了。。。要努力。。。
想想这次的考试我也没读什么。。。根本没有用功啊。。。
don't give up when you haven even try to solve the case ...

明天就开学了。。。很多人下个星期都在考试。。。大家一起加油吧。。。GOOD LUCK everyone ... All the best ya ... hope everyone could score good results ... happy studying then ...
对这个考试期望不高。。。之希望不要不及格得太惨就好了。。。我要为未来的考试而努力。。。人要向远处看望啊。。。哈哈。。。



很多感想。。。哈哈。。。懒得一一写下来。。。

这个礼拜因为考试所以不用这么早去学校。。。所以决定这个礼拜六点起床陪妈妈去跑步。。。希望我睡得起。。。哈哈。。。

就到此为止吧。。。

saw a few concert @ esplanade that i really feel like gg ... who wanna acc me go? haha ...

JIA YOU !!!!

SZ

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心里有很多话想说。。。

今天走回家时，心情变得很沉重，想到已经是星期五了就很难过 。。。快开学了。。。我心里多不盼望开学是没有人会明白的。。。与其说难过不如说害怕。。。想到种种的压力我就先害怕了。。。不知是功课，我连体育都害怕。。。学校不知要在功课上追求完美在运动方面也是。。。haiz。。。现在除了一直不停的叹气我也不知道能做什么。。。想到开学要过的日子我真的很怕。。。这两天我会留在家里。。。因为我知道开学了以后我会开始想家。。。学校真的让我领悟到我多爱我的家，多想我的家。。。会让我珍惜我一直没有好好珍惜的东西。。。会让我想每件事。。。好像真的对学校产生了恐惧感。。。哈哈。。。我很难说出心里的心情。。。你们不是我所以也很难明白。。。有些人会觉得小题大做。。。对我来说。。。总之我讨厌这样的感觉。。。每次跟别人说。。。大家都会叫我坚强，说我一定行的。。。但说的容易作的难。。。这种心态和感觉不是坚强就能解决的。。。没有人会明白的。。。所有的事，的压力。。。感到快死掉似的。。。haiz。。。。还没开学就先担心，先害怕。。。有谁会明白这种感觉呢?




没有人会明白。。。因为我自己也不明白。。。不懂自己要什么。。。要怎样快乐。。。

这几天我必须说我过得很充实也很快乐。。。跟中学朋友聚起来读书。。。有说有笑的，也读了不少东西。。。一举两得。。。哈哈。。。好怀念。。。好想。。。4/4 rawks。。。哈哈。。。一起读书一起吃。。。也拍了不少的照片。。。下一次在方上来好了。。。我这个礼拜很乖，每天都有读书。。。都和中学朋友一起读书喔。。。很乖，对吧。。。哈哈。。。

一边读书一边玩。。。会吵架。。。会开玩笑。。。多好。。。想起这几天的事，会不禁的微笑。。。今天还在跟mama吵说pan是谁的。。。不用问也知道是我的。。。对吧。。。哈哈。。。我会很怀念这样的日子的。。。我们和poly的人一起考完试，说不定会聚起来庆祝考完试了呢。。。友谊万岁!!哈哈。。。

想起短短的假期就haiz。。。以前总觉得假期太长，会想朋友。。。但现在却觉得太短。。。哈哈。。。人真的是一直在改变喔。。。哈哈。。。多两天。。。omg。。。救我。。

好啦，不说伤心事了。。。这几天真的很开心。。。快乐的日子永远都是那么的短暂。。。

嘴巴里有ulcer。。。很痛。。。应该是因为这几天吃了很多不健康的食物吧。。。哈哈。。。一边读书一边吃。。。吃个不停。。。放假也胖了很多。。。开学就有得运动了。。。哈哈。。。

就近家人都在玩股票。。。好像有赚了点。。。stock market fever is high。。。

我会享受这两天在家的感觉。。。珍惜所有的一切。。。那些每次都忽略的东西。。。如此进，但感觉很遥远的东西。。。

就到此为止吧。。。今天一定要读完故事书。。。

大家都加油咯。。。

SZ

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10:35 PM

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hmmm ... very tired ... today stay in sch till four ... study abit slack abit sleep abit ya ... first day eat choco very hungry ... second day eat biscult still ok ... third day eat alot bloated ... haha ... we learn our lesson dont we ...


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this few days didnt really sleep much ... always end up sleeping at midnight ... and this 3 days reach school at eight ... todays also very tired couldnt wake up ... but thought qiqi wont be late so i forced myself out of bed ... in the end someone msg me at 8 to say she will be in sch at 9 ... then 9.30 still at home brushing teeth ... win liao lo ... so this 3 days i am the onli one that is not late ... yesterday also jx woke up at 11 plus ... all the piggies ... tml we gg hsien ern hse ... we meet at 8.30 shall see who is late then =] ...

gg to finish up my chem today ... muz finish up ... so midnight oil then ... and i am determine to finish the book i thook one month to read by this week ya =] ...



saw this gp of butterfly that would make me rmb for life ... how beautiful nature is =] ...

headache getting quite bad ... haiz ... fainting ...

the thought juz make me cant sleep ... why do i hate it so much?

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put a nice song up in zx testi ... thought the song is really nice ... yeah words inside quite true ... too bad the html is not accepted in blogger, so couldnt put it up here ... hehe ... HAPPY BIRTHDAY nu er !!!

yap in the end ... i went to have dinner wif them ... but i go off first ... so bad right ... lolz ... but i enjoyed ... i mean a few good frens gather ya ... there is so much more to say then class gathering ... and actually i was home early ... mum thought i coming home at ten thirty ... she hear wrongly ... too bad i am home le ... haha ... o ya ... thanks zx for treating =] ...

i know i need to rest ... i know i shouldnt get stress up so easily ... i also wish i could slack ... i am a human too ... and still a student ... i also wan to enjoy life ... but the fact is time dun wait for me ... i always end up regretting that i didnt study hard enough ... or waste my time away ... so how do i relax when the time is ticking away ... seems like this few days really use quite alot of time to blog ... haiz ... it always end up like that ... nth helps really ... i dun know how to say or describe ... we are in diff shoes u see ...

i seriously dun know wad u mean ... wadeva ... take it or leave it ...

today actually i did nth much in sch ... sort of waste my time too ... tml die die muz finish chem so that i still have four days for revision ... jia you ...

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today meet up with qiqi and jin xian to study in the lib ... very hardworking kkz ... we study from 8 all the way till three thirty ... that is ard 7hrs ... haha ... later shall continue studies ... determined to get some things done ... come back rest till now le ... so no matter wad later muz study abit ... tml meeting up wif jx to study ... wed wif jx and qiqi ... plan to study this whole week ... cos i am really very behind ... haven really do anything yet ... really need time and revision urgently ... so shouldnt waste more time ya ... see i so guai ... mama muz be proud to have me as her nu er *bhb* ... haha ...

dun bother to ask whether i am ok ma ... cos i am definatly not ok ... no pt ... nothing is gg to make me feel better ...

six more days ... haiz ... i hate it ... and i can safely say i dun look forward to it ... nt b'cos of exam ... but b'cos of the sch ... shouldnt say much ya ...

watch superstar today ... elaine still nt bad ... haha ... heard some nice sngs too ...

要改變環境，不如先改變自己 ... true ... 说的容易，做的难 ...
改变不能接受的，接受不能改变的 ... 对我来说这是件多么困难的是啊 ...

i am really sorry i didnt notice that msg so fast ... really sorry ... no matter wad ... hope you are better le =] ...

haiz ... i really dun know wad to say ... my feelings now are unable to be describe in words ... haiz ...

anyway jia you for my studies ... mum keep telling me how hard-working my cousin is ... haiz ... i also know i very lack ... hey muz buck up kkz ...

有谁听到我的内心在呼喊，在求救呢? 又有什么能救得了我呢? 不知所措啊 ... 救命救命，我一直默默地呼喊 ... 连我自己都救不了我自己 ... 何况是别人呢!



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9:34 PM

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yesterday went can bbq ... juz some gathering and tok lo ... meet up wif sec frenz all that ... ya ... hmmm ... still ok la ... not many pple turn up ... this tue zx b'dae ... dun tink i would be able to celebrate wif her ... feel so bad ... lolz ...

onli one more week and sch will reopen le ... hope everyone enjoy their remaining one week of holiday ...


hey ... i treat both my nu er equally de kkz ... haha ... i am not biased ... love my 'family' members dearly ... lolz ...

wadeva it is ... be strong ... no matter wad difficulties ... fall down le muz stand up ... jia you jia you ... everyone face diff problems now and then ... this is life =] ...

我只是想喘口气
求求你饶了我吧
我很累很累了

该何诉苦， 有谁诉苦，如何诉苦浓?

淋了两天的雨
终于感冒了
头痛也还没好

纯粹的担心
是任何东西都无法让我的心静下来的
无药可治了
就自生自灭吧
快要有犹豫症了
哈哈哈

to all my frenz ... jia you jia you ... go go go ...

hope pan pan leg is better =] ... didnt see her yesterday ... juz hope that she is fine ... and hope that she can find a way to control her monster daughter ... hehe ...

hope mama ... can ... hmmmm ... wadeva =]

hope jn can stop being a monster ... and be a real human ... she did enjoy herself yesterday for being a monster ... and her steamboat ...

as for zx ... hope she didnt become bones ... for not eating much during bbq yesterday ...
gab ne ... dun know wad to say ... hug hug ba ... lolz ...

人的一生有一群好朋友是如此可贵的啊



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acc lao bu go to the clinic near gab’ hse there … wait here and there … waste a lot of time there … But … the doc quite handsome … so I decided nest acc her go there more often … haha … see I so filial … lolz … wasted my morning away … finally settled down … decided to get all my hmwk done by today … so that nxt week I onli need to concentrate on revision … so jia you ba … think need to burn mid-night oil le … seriously a lot of hmwk … but got to sacrifice isn’t it … tml will be out whole day … got to learn to control and have some time management … haha … pple juz gotta learn to plan, work, and know the limit to things … life is juz so complicated …

tml will be gg to can’s bbq … hope pple do turn up … 4/4 meeting always end up wif little pple de …

这世界一切的一切
天啊！救救我吧!
千言万语
浸在难言之中
该如何是好
所有一切的一切




Twenty-five years and my life is still
Trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
And I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this brotherhood of man
For whatever that means
And so I cry sometimes
When I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream at the top of my lungs
What's going on?
And I say, hey hey hey hey
I said hey, what's going on?
ooh, ooh ooh
and I try, oh my god do I try
I try all the time, in this institution
And I pray, oh my god do I pray
I pray every single day
For a revolution
And so I cry sometimes
When I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream at the top of my lungs
What's going on?
And I say, hey hey hey hey
I said hey, what's going on?

SZ

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back home very late today ... ard 10 plus ... was out the whole day ...

9 plus went sch all the way till eleven plus to get some pw stuff done ... tml gg down to WRS to get the pilot test done ...

then meet mum went ICA building ... but too bad dad didnt go down ... so didnt manage to get our stuff done ... then meet godma ...

went to eat luch ... then go joo chiat ... then go her tamp. hse at abt 3 plus ... took a nap at her hse ... was out again at seven plus ... went to take my cousin new car ... nissan march ... was at the car company there for quite awhile ... get to eat dinner at eight plus ... then after that ... cousin drive us back in his new car ... haha ... somethings here and there ...

was back home quite late ... but i still manage to get some stuff done after that ... very happy ... haha ... gd start ... at least i take the initiative to get some stuff done ... lolz ...

happy mood so shouldnt mention any unhappy stuff =] ...

so that's my busy day ...

headache haven been better ... it's getting worst now ... maybe bcos midnight le ba ... haha ... hope it will get better ... finally realised there is so much to do ... lolz ... wadeva it is JIA YOU !!!

















Nissan March ... my cousin de is in cream colour ... quite nice ... and unique ... haha ... i like his car ... on the way home godma already start planning for me when i should learn how to drive ... when to buy a car ... lolz ... think too far ... haha ...



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first thing first ... the play was GREAT ... i enjoy it alot ... art hse is NICE ok ... haha ... anyone nxt time hear of any nice concert muz tell me kkz ... raffles is nice ... nxt time muz go to the central more often ...

stuck in this workshop again ... today last day ... yippy ...

whouldnt mention all those unhappy stuff yap ...

it's sat ... enjoy weekend ba ...



i miss everyone and everything ... hope to meet up soon ... still got a movie that i wanna watch ... hehe ...

SZ

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Z for Zhuang ... done during mooncake festival on the black track ...
















me and gab at my hse ... 'night study' ...
















me and py at teletubby hill ...
















a scene taken at teletubby hill ...















orientation ...















orientation ...
















car build during vroom factor ...
















banner for i@fun
















brandon sacrificing for orientation 2















my sis photo ...
















the first photo i took when i cut my short hair ...
















econs marthon at corridor ... before econs test ...
















leadership camp canteen

a bunk at leadership camp ...

airplane taken during leadership camp ...
















last breakfast at leadership camp ...
















a monkey god drawing ...
















LT 1 filled with voix leaflet ...
















a drawing of mr tay done by tracie, sh and me ... the hair looks very wrong =] ...
















the size of LT 1 ... a pic of me, wy and gi ...





















a pic of me and pan w/o flash light ...





















pic of pan and me at the Cavenagh Bridge ...




















me and pan at raffles MRT station ...





















pic of me and pan in the MRT ...
















margie, me and tracie at Cavenagh Bridge ...


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