Tuesday, October 31, 2006
today chem practical was ok la ... got it's difficulty but in another way ... no gas ... conclusion onli got one ... then dun know how to differentiate yellow ppt wif white ppt ... titration calcultion wrong ... will pass la ... but not to good ... haiz ...
this week need to return to school quite a few days ... no holiday ... think i will skip some *gees* ... tml need to acc my lao bu see doc in the afternnon ... haha ... time flies ... next monday our O's formally start ... so sad ... haven prepare finish yet .. muz buck up le ...
dun think i would be online so often le ... haha ... i very guai wanna study ... lolz ... good luck to everyone for the exams ...
anyway yesterday day i drabk herbal soup ... guess how many bowl i drank ... 3 big bowls ... haha ...
aunt help me find work le ... gg to work in a long-distance relative company ... the company quite big so can try all sorts of work ... clerk, waitress etc. ... look forward lolz ... so many be would stay in aunt hse thru the holiday ... depends la ...
morning was very suai ... forget alot of things ... thought it would be a lousy day ... and the most pai sei thing is i bang my head on the door =p ... lolz .. somemore so loud ... haha ...
if you really find reading all the small small han yu pin yin words very troublesome ... feel free not to read =] ... not trying to be very wad ... juz saying the truth ... sometimes somethings life would be better if you dun know so much ... n dun need to know ... it's juz some thought n feeling that i personally feel ... so dun give yurself trouble trying to figure out if you find it irritating or wad ... hope you understand ... >> xian zai chu le du shu wo qi ta de dou bu xiang xiang ... jiu suan zai ni men de xing li wo shen me dou bu shi wo ye ren le ... zhe shi jie shang chu le zhi ji shui dou bu ke yi xing ... zhe ye shi yi ge hen can ren de shi shi ... dao le zhe ge shi hou wo bu xiang duo shuo ye bu hui yao qiu hen duo ... jing tian zhou dao zhe ge di bu ... wo ye you cuo ... wu lun shi shen me shi .. guan yu shui ... wen ti dou zai yu wo ... jiu xiang wo shuo de ... chong yi kai shi dou shi wo de wen ti ... wo hen bao qian ... jiu zhe yang ... dou shi wo de cuo ... wu lun zuo le shen me wen ti dou zai yu wo ... dui zhe ge shi jie ... wo ren shu le ... tou xiang ... hao hao de du shu ... wo xian zai shen me dou bu xiang xiang ... zhi yao hao hao de du shu ... you xie shi shuo de yue duo jiu yue zao ...EVERYONE JIA YOU !!! TIAN XIA WU NAN SHI, ZHI PA YOU XIN REN ... GO! GO! GO! *studies come first ... the rest other time then say ba... ermmmm ... dun expect any post until the last day of exam =] ... dun miss my post kkz =p ...
~ i live my life the way i want ... life would be much better if :::: ...
life sucks,
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
3:11 PM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
yuan lai dao le zhe ge shi hou, ni dui wo de liao jie zhi shi ze yang er yi ... wo can tou le ... zuo tian de shi wo mei you zai guai ren he ren ... yi kai shi jiu shi wo de wen ti ... you xie shi shuo le ni ye bu hui ming bai ... wo bu xiang duo shuo ... ke shi wo zhen de mei you zai guai ren he ren ... xiang le xiang ... you ke neng chong yi kai shi shi wo rong na bu xia bie ren ba ... wen ti zai yi wo ... wo bu xiang mei ge ren yi yang you ge kuan da de xin ... er qie ni men yong yuan kan bu dao na ge li mian de wo ... zui xiang ni shuo de wo men dou shi ren ... ni men yong yuan dou bu hui ming bai ...
wads wrong wif clearing up doubts ... ya my fault right ... shouldnt go ... i thought u should consider too ... y muz we always end up quarreling ... n i made the right choice by going off cause we will end up worst right ... everyone muz talk back at me right or else will die izzit ... wad de ...
pls dun go work ... study come first ... anyway u agreed to give me a treat ... haha ...
today go see cousin hse .. she moving in in 3 days time ... haha ... her hse is nice ... but dirty ... cause the cupboard are all not done yet ...
i shouldnt read it yesterday ...
no matter wad happen ... i will always be by your side ... cheer up =] ... juz give me a call n i will be there for you ...
>> at this point of time, i juz wish to work hard for O's ... everyone JIA YOU !!
SZ (it's all my pro, all my fault ... pls dun cont...)
fang guo wo .. gou le .. bu yao zai shuo xia qu ... xi wang neng liu zhu mei hao de yi mian ...
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
8:51 PM
Friday, October 27, 2006
yesterday sleep at 2+ and today woke up at 7+ so that my day will be able to be spoil by someone ... meet than at sun plaza ... chrystal didnt knoe ... anyway i also didnt now who to inform ... cant rmb that she is present when we ask MT to teach us chem ... 4get it ... was very irritated in the morning n didnt really wanna tok much after i meet her ... she happi she answer you not happy then talk back ... maybe she didnt mean it/ that is not the case ... but the whole morning this is the feeling i get ... coming to the end of the whole thing i was more pissed of ... say i bully her ... win liao lo ... if my face really got words saying i wanna bully her, then i got nth to say ... if really can send out that stupid thing i wont even waste my energy to get someone to send for me and get everyone else saying that i bully her ... ya i will always be the bad one ... since they dun understand dun know i also dun wanna say much ... i will juz try to make sure that i wont request anything from her again ... anyway today's morning was spoiled ... someone told me that later ask raabit question together ... so i was sitting down keeping quiet all the while ... then when he say i was the onli one doing nth ... n i say i was waiting someone say me back n the person who i am waiting for said nth ... so 4get it ... anyway i get enough from .. today ... thats all ...
dui ni wo bu zhi dao shi shi wang hai shi sheng qi .. wo yi wei ni hui dong hui ming bai ... ke shi ... wo bu zhi dao ... wo de xing ge ba ... ai ya zhong zhi wo xian zai wo ye bu zhi dao hai neng shuo shen me ... ru guo ni men jue de wo chu le qi fu ren shen me dou bu hui ... wo ye wu hua ke shuo ... wo zhi xiang shuo wo jing tian zhen de hen shen qi ... ru guo zai ni men de yan li, wo shi yi ge huai dao bu xing de ren, na gao shu wo ... 4get it i am jus pissed off thats all ...anyway after all this stupid thing ... i went to play badminton ... gab's bro also went ... n i wont play wif kx again, because it is more like picking up shutter cock ... i juz cant read her mind ... when i thought that she will hit the cock at the front she hit it to the back ... when i ran to the back ... she hit it to the front ... play wif gab, it was fun haha ... although very tired le ... playing wif issac all he do is say 'run' ... then i was running like mad and he jus hit any shutter cock that come flying close to him ... and i did most of the run lolz ... anyway have fun la ...
intend to go swimming ... but i drop died when i come home ... maybe nxt week then go .. i muz go once before the rennovation start ...
I LOVE Jie Ning (someone say i muz say: wo xing gan qing yuan de xie) ...
wo de na ju hua zhen de mei you shen me yi si ... ni bu xu yao na me fan ... wo jing tian can tou le hen duo shi ... wo xian zai de gan jue hen fu za ... wo bu zhi dao yao zhe me shuo ... zhi ji ye bu xiang duo shuo ... zhe zhong gan jue bu hao shou ... dao zui hou hai shi jia ren neng xing ... shui ran he ta zai du shu fang mian yong yuan dou shi di ren ... den wo men zai yi qi de shi hou ye hen kai xin ... ye hen zhen chen ... wo men cheng jin you guo mei hao de hui yi ... ni ye chong lai bu hui pian wo ... shui ran you di yi .. wo men de gan qing hai shi hen hao ... wo hen xi wang wo men bu shi tong nian shen de ... zhe yang wo men de gan qing ying gai hui gen hao ... hen bao qian zui jing jia li yi zhi you ren gao shu wo, wo bu xiang timg de dong xi .. shuo yi wo ye hen shao gen ni jian mian le ... you ke neng kao wan shi hou hui bu yi yang ba ... wo hen qi dai ...SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
9:14 PM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
hmmm ... my finger hurts ... today the bball hit my hand ... now cant really bend my finger ... haiz ... so sad ... tml gg to play badminton .. maybe ba ...
today had physics practical ... it was DIFFICULT ... didnt have time to complete ... it was bad ... the lens question was damn funny ... my neck was becomes stiff after some time lo ... then i was like 'shaking' quite badly .. so my results was quite bad ... didnt really get 15 for both ... the planning of question wasnt that good ... didnt have enough time ... then the stopwatch thinngy ... the table got one column is recorded times didnt even know wad to do wif it ... the graph is like no line of best fit de lo ... overall done quite badly ... dont have high hope le ...
today stay back for night study ... last one le ... so sad ...
come back mom told me ann interesring story ...
my sis took bus home yesterday ... she didnt have 50cent so she put $1 into the 'coin thinngy'(i dun know wads that call) ... then she look at the bus-driver waiting for change ... the she say the bus-driver look very fierce so she didnt dare to ask for change ... haha ... then she come home complain to my mum ... then my mum was saying her stupid lolz ... gees ... when my dad was home they told my dad ... dad sang a song for her ... it goes like this:
san lun ce pao de kuai
shang mian zuo ge lao tai tai
yao wu mao gei yi kuai
ni shuo qi guai bu qi guai ...
my sis was so angry ... =]
then my mum add oil say no the song should go like this:
ba shi ce pao de kuai
shang mian zuo ge xiao nu hai
yao wu mao gei yi kuai
ni shuo qi guai bu qi guai
haha ... and her evil sis was laughing away at such a story ... went my mom told her fren about this incident ... her fren was saying that it was my lao bu fault didnt teach her before ma .. so cannot blame her .. then my sis was so happi .. say my mum's fren wan shui(great) ...
haha ... wad a story ... lolz ... mt mum told me that once her fren(another one=]) also wanna put $10 in ... them the bus-driver was shock lo .. tell her no change de .. then she knows ... hahahahahahas ....
sui ran ni zui li na me shuo, wo zhi dao ni bu shi na me xiang ... wo xi wang wo men dou bu hui fang qi ... hao you hao chang de lu yao zou ... wo hui ying gei ni kan ... ni den zhe qiao ... you hen duo shi wo hao xiang tu cuh lai ... ke shi wo zhi dao bu ke neng de ... ying wei mei ren hui liao jie ... jue de hao lei ... ke shi wo bu hui fang qi ... ying wei zhe jiu shi wo ... sui ran xu yao shi jian hui fu ....... di qiu yi ran de zuan zhe, ta bu hui wei le wo men er ting ... that's the end for today ... buai ...
>>JIA YOU more papers to go ...
SZ (although very dissapointed with many things ... phy practical and so on ... life will still goes on)
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
11:20 PM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Night View Of CHR
Neoprint of me, gab, zx n pan ... taken long ago
My CHR bear bear ...
Finally get all the pictures up ... haha ...
tml having phy prac ... not nervous at all ... dun know why ... haha ... happi go lucky ...
GODD LUCK FOR TML PRACTICAL ....
Jia You !!
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
7:40 PM
| You Are 48% Open |
You are a fairly open person, but you also like to maintain your privacy.
You definitely will tell all (okay, almost all) to your closest friends...
But strangers and acquaintances only get a peek into your life. |
| Your Attitude is Better than 45% of the Population |
You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones. |
| You Belong in Spring |
Optimistic, lively, and almost always happy with the world...
You can truly appreciate the blooming nature of spring.
Whether you're planting flowers or dyeing Easter eggs, spring is definitely your season! |
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You have a few slacker tendencies, but overall you tend not to slack.
You know how to relax when the time is right, but you aren't lazy! |
| You Are 20% Extrovert, 80% Introvert |
You are quite reserved
You aren't afraid of social situations...
But you very much prefer to go it alone
And why not? You're your own best friend! |
| Your IQ Is 105 |
Your Logical Intelligence is Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional
Your General Knowledge is Average |
| Your True Birth Month Is June |
Fussy
Abiding
Friendly
Stubborn
Talkative
Sensitive
Executive
Hesitating
Easily hurt
Active mind
Easily bored
Daydreamer
Loves to joke
Tends to delay
Temperamental
Brand conscious
Loves to dress up
Having lots of ideas
Good debating skills
Funny and humorous
Thinks far with vision
Prone to getting colds
Able to show character
Seldom show emotions
Knows how to make friends
Easily influenced by kindness
Takes time to recover when hurt
Choosy and always wants the best
Those who love me are enemies; Those who hate me are friends |
| You Have Your Sarcastic Moments |
While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.
In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!
And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.
Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious. |
| You Are 8: The Challenger |
You're brave, impulsive, and gutsy - loving challenges.
You act first and think later. And you're not afraid to speak up.
You are confident, so much so that you can be a bit bossy at times.
Whether people like it or not, you always stand up for yourself. |
| You Communicate With Your Ears |
You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker.
What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions.
You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself.
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| Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 44% |
You have a decent shot at being a multimillionaire. Surprised?
You're confident and a hard worker. Keep it up! |
12:34 AM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
wo hao shen qi hao shen qi .. hao jiu dou mei you ji dao ku ... jing tian zhong yi ren wu ke ren le ... ban ban ban ... yi mei shi zuo zui ban ... ban dao jia bu xiang jia ... wo xian zai yi jing qi dao mei hua shuo le ...ta men bu lei wo you neng zhen yang ... guai wo .. shen me dou shi wo de cuo ... na wo yao guai shui ... ta men ling shi gao bian zhu yi ni yao wo zhen yang ...shen me dou guai wo ... you shi hao xiang xiang si le suan le ... wo men de xing ge dou na me de bu he .. huo zai yi qi zhi shi zi tao ku chi er yi ...qi shi ye mei shen me ... zi shi you xie shi wo jue de hen zhong yao shi ji ben de li mao ... ke shi ren jia jue de bu zhi de yi ti ba le ... zi shi you shi hao jue de zi ji he bie ren de shi xiang hen bu yi yang ... hao you yi xie xiao xiao de shi ... suo yi cai hui na yang de shen qi ...mei you ren neng wan quan liao jie ling wai yi ge ren ... wo ye shi ... qi shi bu yong wei wo dan xing ... wo zhen de mei shi ... zhi shi you shi hao yi xie shi rang wo jue de hen fan zao er yi ...you shi hao jue de gen bie ren de ju li hao yuan hao yuan ...ben lai you shen duo yao shuo de .. xian zai hao xiang qi dao shen me dou wang le ... suo yi suan le ...Sat went playing bad wif my dad ... my hand is still pain till today ... so sad ...
today mom cook alot ... say wanna celebrate hari raya ...
think will stay at home to study this few days ...
you shi hao jue de mei you di fang neng rong na de xia wo ...arghhhh ... feel very stress ... how i wish i am born later ... then many things would be different ... i wont meet wont see wont experience alot of things le ... then maybe life would be better ....
ni suo ta mei chi ge ni lian she can ... wo jue de ni zhi ji ye hao bu dao na li qu ... mei chi ye gei ren jia nian she can ... xi huan zui ying .. bu xi huan zui bu ying ... zhi jue de ni duo chi yi ju ....maybe dun tok dun say ... then things will be different ... something shouldnt bother so much ...
juz like the show says one day you must learn to put down ... and stand up on your own ...
~ STUDY HARD !!
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
11:32 AM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
friday went back to school ... was surpose to meet up wif pan, yl and aq ... but in the end
alot of pple turn up ... haha ... as expected yl brought the porrige and an brought her eggs
... haha ... after all the thinking she finally decided to bring fried egg ... at the bus-
stop .. lolz ...
we studied all the way to 6++ ... the canteen was like full of our noise ... MC and MT was
wif us ..
then sat .. i stayed at home ... didnt go out .. very guai ... today i think will also stay
at home the whole day ... inconvenient to go out ...
below part will be all crap ... dun have to read ... gees ...
your words and your presence is making me very stressed up ... wo you zhong li bu chong xin
de gan jue ... know that i need to study ... but i juz watch TV all day long ... ming zhi
dao ni zai nu li ... ye bu xiang shu gei ni ... ke shi wo jiu shi bu ting hua ... wo hao ao
nao ... gei ru he shi hao ...wo shu yu ni men ma ... ke shi wei shen me mei chi dou you hao mo shen de gan jue ... wo hao
tao yan zhe zhong gan jue ... ni men mei chi shen me dou bu shuo ... mei chi dao xiao dou
you yi wei de fa xian ... er zhe shi wo jiu tao yan de ... wo shi tuo ming de ma ... ni men
ba wo dang chen shen me le ...wo hao xi wang zhi zi bu hui rang ta men shi wang ... wo hao xiang ying zhe yi zhan ,,, hao
xiang hao xiang ... hao bu rong yi de lai de ... wo zhen de bu xiang zhe yang jiu fang kai
... ni ming bai ma ...ni gen wo men shuo le tong yang de yi ju hua ... zai ni gao shu wo de shi hou ... wo tu ren
you xie bu zhi shuo cuo ... dang mei ren gen ni de shi hou ... ni jiu ping ming de kao guo
lai ... dang ni zao dao ren de shi hao ... ni ping ming de tui kai wo ... wo suan shen me
... you shi hao .. wo jue de zhi zi kuai bu xing le ... kuai chen bu zhu le ... er qie mei you
ren neng gei wo li liang ... wo hao lei ... hao xiang dao xie ... hao xiang shen me dou bu
guan ... ni men ai jiao shui jiu jiao shui ... chong lai dou mei you gu lu dao wo de gan shou ... wo
bu xu yao ni men lai liao jie wo ... ying wei dui ni men wo yi jing bu bao ren he de xi wang
le ... wo bu xiang bi xia qu ... ye bu xiang zai hu na me duo ... ying wei jue de zhi zi hen
lei le ... ye yi jing shang hen lei lei le ... wo bu xiang zai shou dao shang hai ... bu zhi
de ... dui ni men lai shuo wo ke neng zhi shi ge wan ou ba le ... jiu zhe yang .. jian jian
dan dan ... de shen huo xia qu ... bu guan le ... wo bu hui zai xi wang zai yao qui shen me
... hao lei le ... zai zhe yang xia qu ... wo zhi hui shang de gen zhong ... gen ben mei
yong ma ...NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE IF YOU HAVE THE DETERMINATION TO DO WELL ... jia you ...
mugging hard,
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
2:35 PM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
hmmm ... suddenly feel like blogging .. haha ... when to sleep le but wake up and blog lo ...
alot to say ...
this two days enjoy all the studies all that .. all the interseting things ... all the fun and jokes ...
when to see choir today ... abit ... *ahem*
tml will be another interseting day studing ...
today morning play badminton wif my sis ... ermmm ... picking up the shutter cock ba ...
qi shi ye mei shen me ... you ke neng shi wo de cuo ba ... wo ye bu zhi dao wei shen me hui bian cheng zhe ge yang zi ... wo dao di na li zuo cuo le ... wei shen me tai du tu ran jian zhe yang ne ... ni mei chi suo wo bu guan xin ni ... wo jue de ni ye gai jian tao yi xia zhi ji ba .. mei chi mei jin guo da nao shuo huo ... wo hai neng zhen yang ... ni dao di zai xiang shen me .. wo hao xiang zhi dao ... ni shi ge zhen yang de ren .. wei shen me wo hui bu ming bai ne ... dui ni .. wo zhi neng shuo wo hao ku nao .. ye hao xiang bu yao zai guan le ...you xie shi ni men jue de bu zhong yao ke shi wo hen zai yi ... jui xiang jin tian ... you shi hao hui rang wo jue de ni men bu ba wo fang zai yan li ... er wo bu xi huan zhe zhong gan jue ... you xie shi ni men bu hui ming bai de ... wo hao :: ... wo zhen de hao xi wang shi wo bu shi ta .. ni hui ming bai ma ...today tok to zy lao shi .. haha .. she so gentle lo .. cant believe it .. with two gentle teacher ......
ok la other time then blog ... i wanna go sleep le .. this few days fell in love wif two songs ...
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
10:54 PM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
now then know JN they all tml have practical exam .. cant believe it man .. so FAST lolz ...
haha alot to say ... but dun know how to start ...
today will like be in school till nine all the way .. lolz .. haha ... see so guai ...
later got practical briefing ... hop not in a mess like wad JN say lolz ...
the haze is still not gone yet ... stuck at home lo ... cannot go out n play ...
trying to get all the MCQs done ... later will flood lee wif qn lolz ...
my heart is so full i can explain ...i really dun care wad she is doing ... afterall wad i sthe use ...sometimes i really wonder why study .. wad is all this for ... wad is the point lo ...wad is wrong wif me ... i dun M any1 ... when every1 else is ...lalalalas'
crapping ard ...
i dun know why i get this stupid thing in my head again ... n it get me upset all over for nth ...but i juz cant believe it ... they did it when i am at home ... i dun know i juz cant accept this fact ...n me idoitic enough ... she's too kind ...it wont be the same if i am her ...my maid is driving my mom mad ...
n they are driving me mad lolz ...
my relative are driving me to mad too ...
gg IMH soon lolz ...
juz by waking up an hour early a day, u would study 10hre more in 10 days ... this ten hrs may help you score one or two more marks in exam ... which could get you an A ... i thought this is a good way to motivate oneself to study ... afterall it is a small thing that make a big difference ... dun understand nvm lolz ...
wo de zhi dian li zai zhe ge li bai li shao le han duo zhi ye duo le hao duo zhi ... kuai le he bei shang de zhi ... ren wei he yao huo dao zhe ge yang zhi ne ... wo hai shi bu ming bai ...
zhe shi jie mei you bu shan de yan xi ... ying gai jiu shi zhe ge yi shi ba ... mei yi duan ren shen dou yi ge xing de kai shi ... ren zhong yao qian jin .. hui yi yong yuan zai .. ke shi bu yao rang ta ba ni kun zai guo qu ...
you ke neng xi guan yi jian dan qiang pi ma de shen huo ... shuo yi dui wo lai shuo jia ren shi jiu hao ye shi jui zhong yao de mei ren neng bu .. peng you ye bu neng ... zhong gai xue hui zhi li ba ... dui ta wo ye zhi neng suo xing hui yi leng ... yi hui shi di yi ge ye shi jui hou yi ge rang wo xiang xin yy de ren ...seems quite long le .. anyway need to study le ...
everyone JIA YOU ba ...
Luv my 4/4 family, n all my frenz ...
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
9:32 AM
Monday, October 16, 2006
almost everyones blog is talking about the graduation thinggy .. all the thankz giving ... suddenly all the good times n memories just come back ... small small things that i wont put in heart all that ... i dun know i juz got a feeling of appreciation n ... but not the kind of sadness lolz ... am i weird ... i think so lolz ... haha ... juz dun really feel anything about leaving the school all that ... maybe will miss abit ba ... but juz wont drop tears or wad lo ... also not very sad about it lo ... its like that day see mc cry i also like no reaction like that ... hmmmm ... wad went wrong??
bought some cards to give to some of my frends la ... juz wishing them luck all that ... but didnt give to alot of pple ... cause :::: (same old reason) ...
juz feel very weird la ...
today didnt go to school ... although i was quite ok le ...
haha ... dun know why suddenly become so hard-hearted ...
haze eyes was like got something .. then got the nong all that coming out ... my sis was like telling me she very poor thing all that ... then i was like responding ... who call her keep eating all the junk food when we told her not to ... although i know that i shouldnt say that but i didnt regret saying it ... also dun know why ...
feel like putting up quite a few photos ... but dun know why the upload juz wont work ... juz got to try my luck other time ba ...
trying to finish all the worksheet .. dun wan to waste paper ... haha ... n other reason too ...
very weird very weird ... i have been strange ... wad is the pro wif me ...
dun really have to mood to study all that ... aiyo i also dun know ... i haven been myself lately ... or this is the true side of me ... dun care n not gg to care ... juz let everything pass ...
repeating the same old thing ... n i am sick of it ... it juz let me loss my mood in anything ... argggghhhhhh ... i thought my mom was right ... u go where u wan to go ... it is yur own future ... there isnt much to think about ... juz follow yur heart ... not like someone ... no point going around their back ... yur future yur hands ... hahahahahas ...SZ(wad is wrong?)
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
6:32 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
haiz ... not feeling well .. dont think i can make it to school tml la ... has been in the toilet the whole day ... pain like siao ... was sweating non-stop ... gg to see doc tml if still not well yet ... didnt even have the mood to eat ... cause if i eat i will go toilet more often ... so must well dun eat ... anyway eat already all come out .. then wad is the point eating ... but i now very HUNGRY ... arghhhh ....
intended to go out ... but spoil my day lolz ...
was quite happi .. my mother was very kind enough to go buy a table for me so that i can study in her room ... n she agreed that i can on the air-con and study everyday ... haha ... she even went to order a high-back chair so that i can lie-down abit while studying ... lolz ... but the chair wont arrive so soon .. sad case ...
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
8:21 PM
Saturday, October 14, 2006
haiz ... graduation juz passes ... after all the count down ... the day is gone now ... yesterday was like quite sad la .. miss chee cried till her eyes are swollen and all that ... its like after two years .. the strong bond of friendship ... the unity ... n all the things ... blah blah blah .... juz feel very touched .. n a sense of sadness ... but dun know why .. juz not to the point that will make me cry .. cause i know we will still see each other ba ...
today go IJC ... open hse go see see ... the school still not too bad la .. alot of CCA ...
haiz .. very troubled ...
you shi hou xiang le xiang xia yi ge hui bu hui shi wo ... wo kuai chuan bu guo qi le ...
fifteen fifteen .. is all u know ... so wad ... i really wish u didnt tell me ... maybe life will be better if i dont know ba ...
hao duo hao duo shi ... wo hao fan ...
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
2:03 PM
Thursday, October 12, 2006
hmmmm ... finally resting at home le lolz ...
morning was like hmmm ... painful ... pain until wake up .. my leg was like dun know why suddenly cramp ... very pain lo ... i was like hugging my legs ... then stand up also pain lo ... but now better le la ... at least the apin more endurable le ...
go school .. was like quite tired .. it is not sleepy lo ... got that kind of brain dead feelings ...
the the day juz pass ... i skip english lesson .. bad gurl ...
go causeway ... wif pan xiu n gab ... took neoprint ... eat KFC ... go pasa malam ... jalan jalan ard ... on the way back tok alot lolz ...
then go school meet yl n aq ... lolz ... tok alot also lo .. the 4/3 also there ... i feel that this time round tok more than do ... i also chit chat wif them ... today like abit luo suo ... cause chit chat ard lolz ...
alot of math teacher stay back ... then was like joking ard also .. time juz passes ... then when wanna go home .. candice dad interpret her words wrongly .. she was like abit pissed off like that ... lolz ... but never like ... stroll to bus-stop ... then chating on the way also .. lolz ...
tml is graduation day ... the day we have been counting down for ... but still need to study ... sad case ...
friends are great~
tml they gonna celebrate jx birthday i dun think i going lo ... feel like staying at home .. candice they all coming over to study too ...
then today feel like our class so guai .. hmmm ... the longest queue .. at least among the sec fours ... lolz ...
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
10:19 PM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
haven get the pic yet .. so cant put up yet lolz ...
very tired lolz ... yesterday forced myself to stay awake till 12 before dropping dead ... this few days like sleep alot like that lolz ...
2 more days to go ... times seems to fly ... i feel like yesterday is juz monday lolz ... graduation day .. hmmmm ...
feel like alot of things to finish ... but not enough time like that lolz .. the pile of worksheet is getting thicker ... n i am not doing it ... feel like wasting paper ... save the earth ... bag also getting heavier ... lolz ... cant find a file big enough to contain everything lolz ...
gg to sleep at 12+ today ba .. cause tml will be a long day ... go school ... then go home ... followed by causeway then gg back school again ... lolz ... feel like eating KFC ...
times seems to pass slwowly when u are studying lolz ...
i really dun get it ... wad is the use of telling me all this ... i tried my best ... this is all i wan to say ... all yur words will onli make things worst ... u know i always go against yur words ... saying that bring no good ... spoiling our relationship ... is that wad u wan ... so wad if she said that ... y muz u tell me ... i wish i never know it ... so many years .. n it hurt me ...how long is the war going to last ... i am tired of it le ...SZ (it juz make life more difficult)
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
11:59 PM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
juz reach home ... still not very tired la ...
today stay back night study wif andre n ying liang ... learn quite alot .. as least more confident in sbq le ... lolz ... mrs loh ... create quite a few jokes lo ... she wan to write usefulness in the end end up writing useless ... then also got one more ... she wan to write C&C but it ended up in C&R ... lolz ... but i feel that my trip is not wasted la ... mrs loh also teach until very tired le .. lolz ... i also like run to school back home to school then back home again lo .. keep forget to take something lolz ... today very few pple stay back lolz .. so quiet ... so good to study lolz ... dun have noise pollution ... then the teachers passing junk food ard ...
today was very tired in class ... yesterday 1++ then sleep ma ... then got abit headache le ... i think my old sickness coming back haiz ... my head is always killing me ... arghhhh .... all the pimples also appearing le ...
quite stress la ... wif her ard worst ... i juz simply hate it ...
he si so cute n nice ... love him lots ... really hope that he will be well soon lo ... juz so dear to me ...
actually took a pic on the way back .. post it tml ba .. cause still need to wait for yl to send me ... lolz ...
hmmmm ... 3 more days to go ... juz treasure the time left ba ... maybe friday will have party or sth ... memories ... hmmm ... class tee ...
has been night cat recently ... so gg to study soon ... maybe will sleep earlier today ba .. cause afternoon didnt take a nap lolz ... buai buai ... happi mugging ... jia you ba ... juz the last lap to go ...
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
9:29 PM
Monday, October 09, 2006
never thought that i would slack until such di bu ... when out the whole weekend ... didnt even touch abit of the homework ... sunday was at aunt hse .. reach home at 4++ then when out again ... shop at causeway then went sembawang .. ard 9++ then reached home lo ... although it was early, i was very tired ... as i had shop continuously for two days ... n last week also like that lo ... getting closer to O yet i didnt study .. stupid me lolz ...
everyone is counting down to graduation day ... some pple very sad over it ... some very happi cause holiday ma ... i neutral la ... lolz ...
today xin mama scold pple in class ... juz right ms foo walk pass came in .. chit chat abit lolz ...
mrs loh abit poor thing la .. type all the thing ... somemore we so noisy ... n she is not taking the exam lolz ... geo was as boring as ever .. map always map .. nth new de ...
gambate ... muz work hard from now on ...
juz ignore it ...haiz ... hen fan ... many things i dun know how to explain n say ... such situation need to cont for how long .. i am really very tired le ... i know i cant afford to let other things distract me at such crucial time ... but wad can i do ... i am really ....everyone is telling me she is getting worst ... but words are turn a deaf ear ... now matter how much more i say she wont listern ... so is there any use of saying anymore ...things turned out this way .. i am also very sad ... but why cant juz forgive n forget .. i am sick n tired le ... really hope that things can turn out better ...sometimes, somethings i also hope that i can forget it ... n life on wif my life ... but i juz do it at times ... i also dun wan to rmd de ma ... how i wish i can forget ... that feeling in my heart .. it is not something that a word or two can change de ...am i really wrong i dun feel so ... i thought i also need to take a breathe ... many things ... i wish things can be changed n can be better ... haiz ... somethings really dun know how to say .... hmmm ... dun know why suddenly got to urge to type all this lolz ... soemtimes things are not as easy as you see,
SZ (i really miss you)
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
6:26 PM
Saturday, October 07, 2006
wao ... today had a long day .. had been shopping since morning ... n bought quite a few things ... gab was like wao yur cousin really can buy ... went causeway ... onli shop the first story n she had already spend more than 100 ... lolz ... anyway bought a skirt, shirt n shoe lo ... hahaz ... all not i pay de ... got pple buy for me ... we also went to take neoprint lolz ...
yesterday also had alot of fun ... sleep at twelve loz .. we went to celebrate mooncake festival ... meet alot of pple ... playing candles taking lantern all that ... it was fun man lolz ... yan qing bought me n pan a lantern lolz ... so nice hahaz ....
now leg abit pain cause walk too much le lo ... later i gg to my aunt hse to stay haha ... this few weeks really shop lo ... pocket gg to have big big hole soon le ... haha ...
then thursday we also had alot of fun ... pe was great ... the teachers were so kind enough to look out the cars for us ... then we had alot of laughter during the soccer game lolz ... after school went jogging at black track meet a few teachers ... all of them was saying about the haze ... then wear mask ... take care of health ... O lvl coming .. n blah blah blah ... lolz ... abit naggy ... but appreciate their 'concern' ... lolz ...
had alot to say ... but now abit tired ... cant think much ... in another word i forget wad i wan to say liao ... lolz ...
NEOPRINT OF ME, HAZE, KAT AND GAB
LANTERN BOUGHT BY YAN QING
5:52 PM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
hmmm ... today seems a long day ...
ok today first period ... actually thought will get scolding .. but dun know why MC only say us abit .. didnt really scold us lo ... i was abit surprise ... yesterday skip physics lesson n come home for no good reason n she didnt say much today lolz ...
then math lesson ... pple muz have hate me lolz ... i was seating in-front n mr raj keep use my paper to say other pple all that ... then last lesson ... he was like saying hiqal ... lolz ... has been appointed a seat in front of him a few days ago ... advantage is you will listen in class ... disadvantage u cant fall alseep in front of him lolz ... sometimes eyes really wanna close le, then i juz force myself to stay awake although nth went in ... n he is indid naggy la ... n he finally completed gg thru a-math paper1 ... n he release us early today ... because we volunter ourshelf to go help the 4/1 tml ... i thought it was a lame excuse to release us ... anyway ... early release can already la lolz ...
chem was like the answer scheme alot of wrong ... then need to do eng compo today but really dun feel like writing .. i juz simply hate compo ...
i think the mr fighting tml last episode on TV ... good things always seems to end very fast lolz ...
homework seems like mountain ... have been sleeping ard 12 this week ... n waking up at 6 the nxt day 6 hrs of sleep everyday ... dun know how long can i last ... but u know i always play n study ... juz cant concentrate ... so things never seems to be done lolz ... but very tired lolz ... esp when a stack of worksheet is in-front of you ... wad to do O lvl ma ...
yesterday got to browse thru our results ... hmmm ... not to bad n not to good ... if i didnt rmb wrongly i got 3 A1, 1 B3, n 3Cs, got no A2 *sob* then so many Cs ... but ok la .. juz do better next time lo ... the L1R5 was like 18 marks ... dun know wanna go JC ma lo ... will decide later ba ... now the only think that everyone need to do is not to think so much n work HARDER ... yeah! JIA YOU lo ...
has been forcing myself not to get absorb into a show nowadays lo .. all the shows seems so nice ... how i wish i can watch it ... lolz ...
this week end i think i will go another aunty hse to stay ... this few weeks really juz feel like getting out of the hse ... haiz ... many thing many things ...
gg to go start mugging .. haven done anything today yet ... so buai n JIA YOU!!
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
9:16 PM
Monday, October 02, 2006
seems like a long time since i post ... have been very busy lately ... spend my weekend at aunt hse ... was saying that i would study at her hse ... but due to her scv ... i was being distracted .. so in the end i end up watching tv whole day ... so guai right .. lolz ...
this few days abit mentally drench out ... lolz ... books make me sick ...
mooncake festival coming ... wonder how i gg to pass it man ... hope it will be fun ... lolz ... ask pan to tag along .. wonder she will come ma hahaz ...
the homework are like mountains ... haven complete one another come ... so it is like endless ... n getting more n more ... pple resting at home n preparing exam themshelves ... n me being 'tortured' there ... lolz ...
was very surprise when i saw such mooncake ... so thought of putting the pic up ...
more pics to go ... juz simply feel like putting pics today =] .. lolz
my birthday cake
naughty boy
5566
sweety
Mr Fighting
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
8:26 PM
