hmmm ... tml there is chinese A lvl and seriously i didnt study and i am not worried at all ml see this: the reason is not bcos i think i very good in ch or wad but i think i am more worried about my exam results which would be out by this fri i am simply worried and have a bad feelings about it i juz hope i pass haiz
yesterday my whole family went crazy after porridge at seven my family set out for KFC at seven thirty believe it or not and we had KFC at triple eight haha
while cycling home from triple eight i was almost being knock down by a taxi my mum made it so .... she say her heart dropping out and wadeva but the point is at the instant i wasnt worried, scared ... somehow at the moment i feel very happi i dun know why but the feeling of living this ... world made me happi i know things are not as bad as dying but that feeling juz come to me and after that i was smiling i dun know why onli my parents make it like such a big deal i mean i know they are worried or qad anyway as long as i am not slash to death or jump down from a building i think i am fine with other kind of dying methods haha bcos i think i scared of height lol ok i know i am putting things in such a joking mood but .... i juz realise i am not as scared of death as i think i would so ... go and die ... hehehe ... jk jk ...
nxt up ... i am spending alot of money lots and lots so many things to buy and i cant decide cos my results is not out yet and i am still worrying about my results till today see i very persistance rite haha i juz got the feeling of spending my fortune away before i die that kind of feeling ok jokin jokin ...
i miss my fren maybe we shld meet up again b4 i die hehehe ...
ok la i had crap a long post dun worri i wont jump off a building unless i get bang down by a car i wont die hehehe ...
sz went crazy *wink*
this song is [back to one] :
i like this song alot ... no matter wad it is everone will die someday and everything will go back to square one again
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
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-To be or not to be, that's a question-
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
the first neoprint i take with pan
the first neoprint i take with pan and xin 3 yrs ago ...
this is the neoprint i take with pan, xin and tm today ... see the changes .... change alot ... juz like this ... time proceed ... and pple are changing .... everyone is changing ... everything is changing as the days goes by ....
pan dad drive me home ... the smell on the van ... memories =] ... those times at night ... where we take that van home after tuition ... those days where me and pan see each other until wan to puke ...
those secondary schools days ... all my family members ... those happy time ... i miss those days now everything is so different ... so different ... haiz ...
but i have nice fren in sch too .... the person who laugh like kettle ... the math and chem pro ... the badminton gal .... is it fate that i will always hang ard wif badminton pple .... and play badminton badly myself =/ hahahaz ...
went ml hse ...
had a nice KFC meal at 888 ....
then went cathay to watch ball of fury wif pan, xin and tm ... the show not bad ... quite nice ... at least better than i expected ... cos the rating for the show not very good ... haha .... and u know wad ... the cinema only 5 pple ... feel abit weird la ... 5 pple watching a movie ... first time this kind of experience la ... lol ...
after all the fun and dreams ... is it back to reality??? hmmmm ....
i dun wan to give up ... u dun understand ... it is all i am left wif ....
wad if ... i mean wad if ... but i will still cross my fingers ... juz hope this time round ... will come true ... hope ...
had been watching rainie show lately ... why why love and devil beside you all very nice ... i wonder wad other show she got film also ... will go find out ... i wanna watch .. hehe ...
there is a phrase ... when there is no hope, there is no dissapointment ... i like this ... but i am still pinning my hope on some stuff now ... and i seriously hope ... the end pt wont be dissapointing ... pls .........
wad if miracles happen ?? wad if ............. cross fingers ...
some feelings ... some stuff ... some thoughts ... are not easy to get rid off .... not as easy as you think ... some things are not of yur control ... it is not wad stubborness can help .... it is juz .......
the first time i saw wang chuan yi show ...
i was thinking the face it hink i sqw it somewhere before ...
then not long after i realise ...
the two of them look so alike ... wang chuan yi hong yu yang
dun u think so ????
hoping, SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
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Sunday, October 21, 2007
ermmmm .... 1 week left ... i wan to do all the things i wan to do in this week ... so this week dun intend to study .. anyway i haven been studying ... i juz wan to enjoy my last week ...
i finish watching this show ... very nice =] ...
暧昧
倔強
Journey
Yi Yan Wan Nian
i think i would like dogs better if they are small in size ... and if they learn not to bark =] ...
my feelings is so mix up now .... i really dun know wad to say .... haiz ... i juz dun feel like explaining anythiing ...
dun bother to ask me anything ... or try to tok to me now ... i juz dun feel like replying or say anything i had been like this for the past few days ... i will juz push u off wif a few words ... and bye ...
i hate reality i hate life i hate PW i hate why i am alive i hate the way i live i hate the environmant i live it i am bursting off .....
having a very bad headache
i miss those times when we were innocent where we do not need to care ant anything ...
all those crazy time in chr ... all those mad time in ij ...
so wad time wont stop ..
i hate everything !!! SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007
i guess everyone is tired ba ... everyone is busy wif one stuff and another ....
to my dear star dun too sad la ... it is very normal that u wan to do things rite ... and get things done nicely ... i mean who dun wan to understand lectures ... and do tutorials ... everyone also wan to score well ba ... it is really very normal to feel stress ... but try to relax abit also .... stress also cant make u understand more ... some stuff ... u will slowly understand over the time ... and i know u will be able to do it ... dun worri too much =] ...
it is very understandable why pple hate PW ... cos i HATE IT TOO .... after all the begging yesterday and stuff ... things didnt went well today ... or maybe it had never been well .... stupid la ... all the stupid turnitin, wr, op .... yesterday i wan trying to multi-task wif turnitin, printing, cutting down WR and I&R .... do u know this kind of feelings where u try to get so many things done and nothing is done ... wad can i say ... nice gp ... and stupid printer die down on me .... wadeva it is ... bye bye wr ... and i dun look forward to meet u again ... manage to get hold of the role as a teacher today ... i really like this role alot ... can scold pple ... why not .... after everything ... i really feel like giving them a good scolding ... therefore i fully utilise the role =] .... the stability of our gp is always not high ... u noe wad i mean*wink* ... yang understand fully .... she had been trying to get me to swallow down all the 'gas' .... nice one ... 'one head two big' u know wad i dun know why am i doing all this now ... if i cant be promoted ... why do i bother ??? hmmmmm ....
stupid time-table i haf now ... at least time wating ones .... everyday go sch juz for two lessons ... i think i will get sick of it la ....
i wish time never passes i wan to go neverland ... i wan to be in neverland too ... headache is coming back ...
sometimes u will juz hope that u understand nth ... and live in yur own world ... some stuff is better left unsaid ...
anyway some one told me this yesterday: "let u take a moment in history to commemorate this one-in-an-eternity asking of a favor of a devil from an angel..."
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
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Monday, October 15, 2007
today is monday ... and there is no sch ... yeah !!! hope everyday also holiday .... haha .... dreaminng ...
so sat went to work .... butt damn pain la ... now cannot sit on hard chair ... can onli sit on soft ones ... lol ... cats and dogs phobia ... i seriously dun think this job is for me ... not gg to do it anymore ... mum acc me go work ... haha .... at first i say it is ok .. i can go myself ... but after awhile i am glad that she is there ... so many cats and dogs la ... got one cat very cute ... i saw the cat so i jump up ... the cat saw me jump and it jump too ... haha ... i think the cat scared of me too ... lol ... i juz cant stand their eyes ... haiz ... too bad ... anyway my mum say my phobia of cats and dogs is very extreme that kind ... lol ... and now my butt is really pain ... ouch !!
had been celebrating hari raya for two days ... eat and eat and eat ....
this few days watching 公主小妹 actually didnt intend to watch this show de ... but mama sat quite nice ... so i went to watch ... the show nice la ... lol ... i quite like the plot also ... altho the 4 prince not all very handsome ... haha ... also inteding to watch 恶魔在身边 ... wad can i do now .. except watching show ... at least it is a way to help me forget stuff ... forget the world .. forget everything ... and live in the screen ....
some stuff is very difficult to understand ...
ok la .. not gg to make this post sad ... sadder/sadden (got such words??)
anyway its gillian b'dae tml ... SURPRISE!!! *dotzzz* i dun think there is any surprise ...
許美靜 - 鐵窗
公主小妹之片尾曲《不想懂得》-- 张韶涵
中国话
你...我是傻瓜
anyway i am waiting for a show that will start filming on nov to be out =] ... kiasu ba ... lol ... waiting waiting ......
人生如戏，戏如人生
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
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SHE-星光(try listen to the lyrics ... very meaningful)
lost my mind, SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
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Thursday, October 11, 2007
this 鲁豫 is quite a famous reporter in taiwan(if i am not wrong ... or maybe hk)... was looking thru videos and found this ... she is famous for digging into artist inner hearts and making them speaking more than they should at times =] ... the following is her interview wif SHE quite long ago ...
sorry frens ... i wasnt very myself today ... had nightmare yesterday ... and was really bothered abt it ... yes very bothered ... ermmm ... try waking up in fright ... not a very nice experience .... hope my dreams come true and not come true ...
went up to our school 'balcony' today ... climb over .... not very tall ... so jump down also wont die ... had a good look into sport sch .... obviously not in good mood .... ml and wy dun too sad too kkz =] ...
then went ml hse b4 pw ... lucky cat not in ... her hse cosy ... then ... it rains ... and we were quite wet by the time the 3 of us got back to sch ....
i am cutting stuff short ... dun like to reiterate those events that is over =] ...
the feeling of escaping from reality is strong for me ... really juz feel like escaping ... sometimes u juz wish u will never wake up again ... and u will wish u are mad ... so that u dun haf to bother abt anything ... at such time ... u wish pple would be as moody as u ... so that at least pple ard the world are at the same pace as u ... and u dun feel alone ... at least someone share yur feelings ... selfishness .... yes ... human .......
tml got choir ... shant comment ...
ok ... i really dun understand ... when pple are worrying abt getting promoted ... who would care if we are more sportly educated ... or cca even ... u juz cant get yur mind of yur results ... who would care abt any other thing else ... so y my sch bother to arrange ... sports education ... siao .... ij is ............. (juz put in any word u wan)
videos~ Ai Ne MV By S.H.E
王力宏 n SELINA-你是我心内的一首歌MV
Xing Xing Zhi Huo - S.H.E
fahrenheit - Yi ge ren liu lang
anyway to my surprise my mum tell me not to go sch tml ... still pondering ... alto i happy that i can escape from sch ... but yun abit sick of letters le ... and i dun have MC ... see how first ba ...
the sense of guilty ... sadded ... worrieded ...
shall stop here before i get too emotional ...
yesterday chun's b'dae
i am very stubborn abt some stuff ... pw still suxs .... our reports are .......
waiting for 霹雳MIT to finish filming =] ...
still crossing my fingers ... and praying hard ....
One World One Dream
tataz ~
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
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Tuesday, October 09, 2007
该从何说起呢??
得不到任何安慰的我 无话可说 让一切的一切留在心里吧
难过，担心，内疚 。。。 你又能明白多少
17 年的一切 你可懂?
这时没个人心情都不好吧
真的不知道该如何安慰人 因为连自己都不会安慰
后悔? 没有吧! 至少我不那么认为 别人不是那么想的吧
废话连篇吧 外星语
了不了解 没关系吧
烂透了 烂透了 烂透了 烂透了
我也没有期望过会很好吧
很emo 吧? 别管我 总要发泄一下吧? 会爆炸的
面对? 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。 苦笑吧
我还能说什么? 还能得到什么?
我只想惊声尖叫! 我一点都没有被吓到哼! ~
《心窩》--飛輪海 & S.H.E
reaching for the stars: 1. 當時 -- Ella
2. 管不着 -- Selina
3. Ferris Wheel -- Hebe
给我你的爱-Tank
惡作劇之吻--全世界的人都知道
ask for the sake of asking? pass for the sake of passing? put for the sake of putting???
pics~
wu chun adv game new look aarona nd jiro in hk disney
好吧 就到这里为止 不明白的不明白 明白的明白 难过的难过
让一切停留在这里吧 适可而止
好想你~
一场恶梦 梦。。。
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
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wang chuan yi 
hong yu yang
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