Sunday, September 10, 2006
haiz very worried and damn frastrated ...
today everything was very messy ... msging wif raj is a torture to me ... he is damn fickle-minded ... changing his decision every minute ... making my head burst ... lolz ... he later wan ... later dun wan ... later long meeting ... all that ... most of all is waste lots of my money ... haha ...
p&c, relative velocity, vectors are all driving me mad ... cant get anything done correctly .. integration isnt any better also ... juz simply cant rmb the formulas ... always mix up integration wif differentiation ... at this stage i will go mad soon ... when to ask my cousin for help today ... found out that she actually return all her work to her teacher ... didnt really know how to do ... cant get the ans is making me more mad lolz ...
wont be gg to sch tml .. maybe for a while to take something from kang ... meet gab at my house to study together ... anyway the main reason is that the report will be out tml ... juz dun wish to leave my house ... so that i can get the latest result lo ... haiz ...
just very worried ... cant control my emotion very well ... althought prelim coming all that ... haiz ... pple wont understand de ... the whole family is very dear to me ... always quarrel wif my mom last time to let me go over and stay ... aunt has slim down abit since the news ... haven have a proper meal since ba ... haiz ... really very worried lo ... did even have a proper sleep yesterday ... tonight wont be any better isnt it ... juz very nervous and worried ...
jus pray that everything will be fine ... haiz ...
SZ
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