Tuesday, September 26, 2006
i dont know ... wad does:: mean to you ... a doll or wad ... i wont care if it is anyone else ... i feel that you went overboard ... juz too much ...
wad am i to them ... wad do they take me for ... who can give me an answer ... maybe i dun understand ba ... or never will ...
chem is releasing results tml ... another sleepless night ... i know it is no point worrying ... but i juz cant stop myself from being worried ... feel very sad ... i know it will be lousy ... cant expect much ... juz cant face reality ... sometimes you know that things isnt that good, but you just hope that miracles would happen ...
i cant bring myself to break the news to them ... how to tell them ... my cousin was hardworking enough to come down all the way ... everyone seems to be cocern about my result ... or more like to see if i got win her ... n i hate it ... but i juz simply to wish to dissapoint them ... aunt all that ... haiz ... all the subject are gone de ...
i am very tired ... but my eyes juz wont close ... my brain shut le ...
why am i always in the middle ... pple cursing you ... and here i am facing you everyday ... why ... why do you so stupidly choose to believe again n again ... how many times do you wanna get hurt before you learn your lesson ... really feel like slapping you to wake you up ...
feel very bad and pressurize ... i dun know ... haiz ... courage?? or maybe because i didnt do my best ...
headcahe haven been getting better ...
i am very sorry ... but i need to attend school ... cant expect to go over now n then ... juz gotta wait ... very sorry ...
pple may not understand ... may think i ver wad ... i dun know ... juz take it as it is ba ...
today went jurong island ... the trip still ok la ... abit bored ... juz eat n seat, eat n seat ...
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
11:50 PM
