Monday, October 09, 2006
never thought that i would slack until such di bu ... when out the whole weekend ... didnt even touch abit of the homework ... sunday was at aunt hse .. reach home at 4++ then when out again ... shop at causeway then went sembawang .. ard 9++ then reached home lo ... although it was early, i was very tired ... as i had shop continuously for two days ... n last week also like that lo ... getting closer to O yet i didnt study .. stupid me lolz ...
everyone is counting down to graduation day ... some pple very sad over it ... some very happi cause holiday ma ... i neutral la ... lolz ...
today xin mama scold pple in class ... juz right ms foo walk pass came in .. chit chat abit lolz ...
mrs loh abit poor thing la .. type all the thing ... somemore we so noisy ... n she is not taking the exam lolz ... geo was as boring as ever .. map always map .. nth new de ...
gambate ... muz work hard from now on ...
juz ignore it ...haiz ... hen fan ... many things i dun know how to explain n say ... such situation need to cont for how long .. i am really very tired le ... i know i cant afford to let other things distract me at such crucial time ... but wad can i do ... i am really ....everyone is telling me she is getting worst ... but words are turn a deaf ear ... now matter how much more i say she wont listern ... so is there any use of saying anymore ...things turned out this way .. i am also very sad ... but why cant juz forgive n forget .. i am sick n tired le ... really hope that things can turn out better ...sometimes, somethings i also hope that i can forget it ... n life on wif my life ... but i juz do it at times ... i also dun wan to rmd de ma ... how i wish i can forget ... that feeling in my heart .. it is not something that a word or two can change de ...am i really wrong i dun feel so ... i thought i also need to take a breathe ... many things ... i wish things can be changed n can be better ... haiz ... somethings really dun know how to say .... hmmm ... dun know why suddenly got to urge to type all this lolz ... soemtimes things are not as easy as you see,
SZ (i really miss you)
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
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