Tuesday, December 26, 2006
haiz ... dun know wad got into me ... juz couldnt sleep ... this is the third time i am climbing out of bed in a night ... the thought of tml's registration at IJC juz reminds me of my O's n i juz couldnt get to sleep at the thought of it n start worrying all of the sudden ... am i the only one worrying or is everybody worrying too ... haiz ... hope i dunn fall asleep at tml's talk ...
anyway christmas is over ... time flies ...
have been painting the last few days ... need another round of painting before it is presentable ...
this few weeks have been dream strange things ... dun know why the stress juz come over me ...haiz ... keep having the feeling that i will fail my O's ... n having sleepless nights ... i dun think i will have gd rest until the results are out ... while wishing that i can rest my mind at ease soon ... how i wish the results will never be out ... i juz dun wish to face it ... anyway it is juz so contridicting ...
have been trying to write a letter juz now ... haven decide whether i should go n send her off tml anot ... lolz ...
anyway last week i cycled to an industry area quite far away ... n i come across a company wif the nams 'suckling pig' on in ... so i was pondering for quite some-time wad the factory does ... after much imagination i thought it sells nice roasted pigs ... but the problem is as i pass that factory i heard voices of chiledren sing christmas carols ... i am not sure if it is christmas carols or wad but definately singing ... hmmmm ...
got loads to say ... but i thought i should try getting to sleep again after reading some stories .... shall blog other time ... =]
anyway mom ask me if i knew last week ... n i told her i knew while the 3 of us went jogging ... i admitted in front of him ... ta yi ding hen xia bu liao tai ba ... haiz ...luv,
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