Wednesday, January 17, 2007
hmmm ... ok today went bukit gombak to take shooting licence ... i passed ... yeah ... i took pistol ... it's onli 1.5kg ... and its already like very heavy when u take it wif one hand ... wonder how thw pple gg to survive for rifle (it's abt 4-5 kg ... if i am not wrong ... 4get le la) ... anyway dun make me angry or i will shoot you ... JK JK ...
i feel so bad that i skip hockey ... haha ... i love hockey ... ok la i love shooting too ... although very tiring but it is fun ...
today my geo teacher was like talking to us ... telling us abt choosing where to go la ... i dun know ... i feel that .... ai ya i dun know how to put it in words ... it's like this few/ two weeks i was like the edge of giving up lo ... it's juz very tiring la ... i need to spend like almost the whole day in sch ... and i got toones of hmwk ... dun know which one to complete first lo ... but it's like i keep telling myself onli 3 months ... onli a few weeks left ... it's this that makes me stay on ... and i juz got the thought that it will pass very fast so endure you see ... but today after some thought it was like ... i really start questioning ... after O's should i stay ... it's two years ... will i be able to survive it ... i know it's not very bad or wad ... i like the teachers ... i like my CCA all that ... but should i stay because of that ...
i need to run everyday ... i end up gg home late in the evening ... i almost exercise everyday ... last time i use to have sleepless night ... and now how i wish i got sleepless night ... the moment i lie on the bed i fall asleep ... it's like even ten hrs also not enough for me to sleep ... i am juz so tired ... all the hmwk it's always there ... i also dun know why ...
the teacher teach quite fast ... one tutorial haven finish another is up ... i dun know la ... haiz ... i dun really seems to enjoy myself that much ...
anyway i run seven rounds today ... ok la improve abit ... i hope i can complete 8 rounds in the timimg by friday ... fat hope ... haha ...
i got lots to say la ... but i juz reach home ... need to rest abit ... my eyes are so tired ... today shooting really need to focus la ...
i skip house meeting today i am in taurus ... red ... hmmmm ...
GP is damn boring ... and it is difficult ... i am so weak in my english ... dun even know if i can pass and survive through ma ...
i love geo ... it's fun ... i dun know ... i juz start liking it ... the Earth is an oblate spheroid, it's not round ... altho like alot of terms to rmb ... but i enjoy ... every subject got it's own difficulty la ... that maths is damn difficult ... all the funni sign ...all the formular ... arghhh ...
shall end here ... got to do some work ... later meeting pan ... yap ... bye ...
is this all i get ... RCR ...SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
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