Wednesday, January 31, 2007
firstly my head now feel like it's gonna crack up ... juz had a headache all of the sudden ...
today mdm mas was toking abt O's ... ya n i always feel very sad when it comes to O's ... she ask alot of qn .. wan us to know where we wanna go after O ... n finally she arrived at the question which i hated ... what would u do if u fail ... i dun know wad i will do ... hearing this sentence is enough to make me depress ... i dun know wad i will do if i really feel ... i juz feel so sad all of the sudden ... i dun know ... i hate it .. i am the kind of person who hate reality ... ya ... whenever pple tok about O's i juz had a very bad feeling ... i also dun understand why i had such feeling ... am i destinated to fail it or wad ... why am i feeling so sad n depress ... i juz cant get my mind off the O's ... i cant help worrying ... i am not having depression or wad ... i dun know how should i put it in words ... it's that kind of feeling when u think u gonna fail everything ... yap ...
i know it is all so depressing or wad la ...
ok here's something positive ... it's finally wednesday ... tml is last day of sch .. friday opening ceremony ... no school ... so good ... and i am happy abt it ... ya ... this shows how much i 'love' wad i am doing now ... a day to go ... yippy ...
as the days goes by ... as we r sad n happy ... the day that the results will be put is getting closer ... ok la ... dun say le la ... or i will start worrying for nth again ...
i know its no point ... wad done is done ... wad's gonna come is gonna come ... will TRY to be more poitive ...
tml gonna stay back to get my chem project done ... n its something good .. at least i can get the load of the project off me soon ...
> the results will be out nxt week ... except for saying gd luck, nth can be done ...
it always take time ... this occur in everything ... y am i leaving in a world that result mean so much ??? wad is actually making all so sad ... this or u ... SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
3:56 PM
