got loads of hmwk to do ... submitted the registration ... in the end i still put innova as first choice ... but i sign up for CLEP in jjc ... so i dun know where they will post me ... sign up for the sc research thinggy ... still need to go thru alot of interview first ... gonna make my two years meaningful ... dun wanna regret ... since i make this decision i will see to it till the end ... it's my decision ... i will work hard ... two more years ... JIA YOU JIA YOU ... gonna try my best to win ... ya ... it's good to have a goal, so that my life will be meaningful ... yeah ... live my life to the fullest .... live like there is no tml ... so in the end i am not dead yet ... haha ....

ok new year here soon ... mum they all going malaysia ... i decided to stay at home this year ... i dun wanna end up celebrating for her success in winning me ... i hate it ... her joy bring me pain ... ok too harsh a word ... i dun know wad word to use ... i dun wanna spoil my new year mood ... i rather spend it alone ... i hate all the praises that make me feel like i am second to her ... i am not going ... no matter wad ... i wont regret, it is a decision i make ...

i told myself ... i am gg to live up to my decision ... i dun wanna regret ... from today onwards ... i am juz gonna live up to it ... i wont regret to my decision, because it is the path i choose ... n no matter wad happens .... i will find my way thru ...

ya alot of pple had regrets in life ... things that they didnt manage to do ... i had mine too ... n i hope i can do well for my A lvl nxt year ... n not regretting that i didnt study well enough ...

ok it's valentine's day ... sending out my love to all my beloved 4e4'06 and ChooChoo'04 ... esp my 'mama', 'sis', 'daughter' n many more ... haha .... n of course to all my real family, my bro ,sis, parents n of course my godma ... love u guys millions ...

last year i spend my valentine's day wif one of the gurl ... i forgot who haha ... but i was fun ... is it py or gab ... anyway everyone who knows me know i got stm ... haha ... is it gg tuition all the way to night wif py ... or gab coming to my hse to stay ... i really forgot lolz ...

love u loads,

SZ