hmmm ... having quite a bad headache ... this few day always like that ... dont know wad is wrong ... and eat quite alot lately ... keep feeling very giddy too ... dun really have the strength and mood to do any other things ... sleep quite alot lately too ... and dun know why ... the alarm clock cant wake me up this few days ... sleep like pig, eat like pig ... haiz ...

flash workshop ended ... quite sad ... haha ... anyway yesterday onli a few turn up ... so they combine two class into one ... and we keep asking terry his pay ... but he wont say ... so the whole time we were pestering him to tell us how much he earns haha ... no more handsome guy *wink* ...

really not feeling well this few days ... haiz ... PW FREAKS me OUT ... i hate it ...

daddy once said ... if u really wish to get out of this sch ... then make sure you do well ... and get it over and done with in this two years ... it makes me wake up ... onli two weeks left ... and i seriously haven done any serious work yet ... haven touch on my hmwk yet ... haven do revision yet ... wadeva it is ... i am gg to start tml ... to get everything done ... this two weeks would make sure i dun go out so often ... muz study ... jia you ...

my passion for music would never change ... music rawks =] ...

have been reframing myself from gg to every outing ... had been getting scolded not juz fren but relatives too ... for not gg to quite alot of activities ... but if i go for all ... then i no need study liao ... wadeva it is i am not in the right mind to think of this now ... juz gotta study isnt it ... or else i dun have face to face my parents too ... i know mum and dad are giving more freedom ... letting me go out ... and i seriously think i had gone out alot of time this two weeks ... ans seriously neglect my studies ... alto they give me more freedom ... i still dun wish to push the boundary ... we always got to learn to know our limit ... so i push away most of the outings for the next two weeks ... for now ... study come first ... i dun know it is my own character, parents, relative or my dislike of the school that push me ... but i am determined to work hard ... i never like the sch ... esp the curriculum ... i dun like all the pressure and stress i had to face in sch ... the onli think i look forward to is my CCA ... and i gotto thank god for that ... at least i had something to look forward to ... would be strong =] ... jia you jia you ...

really miss everyone ... hope nxt sat can see most of them ... haha ... decided not to go to thursday outing ... mum dun really like me gg to beach wif frenz ... alto she didnt really say ... so i didnt bother to ask ... anyway i got to take that time to study too ... isnt it ... haha ... suddenly feel that i very guai ... lolz ... i know i am weak in my studies ... gotto catch up ....

my emergenetics portfolio ... my thinking method ... it is more of inner stuff ...

next time would TRY to put more photos in my blog ... so that it wont be all words ... crap alot ... lao tai po ... haha ... tatas ...

SZ