Monday, June 18, 2007
today meet up with qiqi and jin xian to study in the lib ... very hardworking kkz ... we study from 8 all the way till three thirty ... that is ard 7hrs ... haha ... later shall continue studies ... determined to get some things done ... come back rest till now le ... so no matter wad later muz study abit ... tml meeting up wif jx to study ... wed wif jx and qiqi ... plan to study this whole week ... cos i am really very behind ... haven really do anything yet ... really need time and revision urgently ... so shouldnt waste more time ya ... see i so guai ... mama muz be proud to have me as her nu er *bhb* ... haha ...
dun bother to ask whether i am ok ma ... cos i am definatly not ok ... no pt ... nothing is gg to make me feel better ...
six more days ... haiz ... i hate it ... and i can safely say i dun look forward to it ... nt b'cos of exam ... but b'cos of the sch ... shouldnt say much ya ...
watch superstar today ... elaine still nt bad ... haha ... heard some nice sngs too ...
要改變環境，不如先改變自己 ... true ... 说的容易，做的难 ...
改变不能接受的，接受不能改变的 ... 对我来说这是件多么困难的是啊 ...
i am really sorry i didnt notice that msg so fast ... really sorry ... no matter wad ... hope you are better le =] ...haiz ... i really dun know wad to say ... my feelings now are unable to be describe in words ... haiz ...
anyway jia you for my studies ... mum keep telling me how hard-working my cousin is ... haiz ... i also know i very lack ... hey muz buck up kkz ...
有谁听到我的内心在呼喊，在求救呢? 又有什么能救得了我呢? 不知所措啊 ... 救命救命，我一直默默地呼喊 ...
连我自己都救不了我自己 ...
何况是别人呢!
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
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