Friday, August 24, 2007
finally back home ... yes finally back home ... juz got back from hwa chong rehersal ... the other performances are also quite nice ... and they onli got 6 mics ... i am so so so tired ... sad mood sad songs make thing sadder ... yes we are gg to sing sad songs and they sound dead to me ... sad sad sad ...
i had been home quite late lately ... yes and i had been staying up late ... so all my pimples are starting to appear ...
today not a lucky day for me ... almost late for sch ... i never run to school de lo ... first time man ... and it i snot bcos i wake up late or wad ... juz bcos i stroll too slowly today ... so in the end ran into sch wif zhang early in the morning ... then i almost trip and fall during choir practice ... then i fall on the stairs (shant elaborate the process) ... omg ... anyway it had been so long since i fall down ... ya my bad day ... i juz dun wan to fall down during kangoo on monday that all ...
tml hwa chong performance ya ... dead songs ... lol ... maybe i could protray the dead songs well tml ... cos i am already like half-dead now ... and i intend to burn mid-night oil tonight also ... to finish up all my work ... cos tml would spend most of my time in hwa chong ... and still got piano and stuff ... so tml wont have time to do any work ... i juz wanna complete it today ... i got all my food and drinks ready for burning mid-night oil liao ... lol ...
i really juz feel like murdering someone to vent my anger ... my com has been lacking like nobody business lately ... having so many test and rehersals ... exam is getting nearer and nth is done ... i dun know ... juz feel very angry and sad ... juz feel like murdering someone ... ya ...
after all the hard work i put yesterday ... i finally get the 33 page wr done ... thank god ... so my effort was not wasted ... hope the teacher dun tell me that the wr is very bad ... cos i will murder her ... i sacrifice so much of my sleep juz to get it done ...
i am juz so stress and overload ... that i am getting very irritated and stuff ya ... really juz feel like murdering ... dun even know murdering can make me feel better in the first place ma ... this kind of feeling is so hard to describe ... some stuff juz cant be describe ... ya ... and i had enough of pw and wad not ... ahhhhh .... will try to motivate myself ... haiz ...
oh ya ... yesterday my class pple are dancing the aces dance in class ... come to think of it it had been so long since i dance aces dance ... lol ... and i finally get my nafa done ...
anyway yesterday performance went quite well ... it is really the first time i see pple enjoying and clapping along ... ya an experience for me ... i am so happy that our sch actually got 8 mics ... derrick's gp sing very well ... lol ... after tml hwa chong ... we are onli left with teach day ... and i can rest at last ... yippy ... time is flying ... really flying very fast ... very fast ... and i am lost ...

i am still waiting for the show to be out ...
yes i got so much to say ... and i am so tired to type le .. haha ... seeya then ...
SZ
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