Wednesday, May 14, 2008
yesterday my few month of tiredness exploded
the moment i reach home and get my stuff unpacked
i lie on the bed and fell asleep
i slept twelve hours
the first time in my jc life
throwing my hmwk away
imagining they are all invisible
and i had a deep deep sleep
i feel so refresh today =]
and my productivity increase by alot
which is good
haha
sleeping is good *rubbish*
ranting~
it gets me very upset
when stuff go unstructured
normally before a day start
i would go thru wad i would do for the day
or at least have some plan in mind
i hate it when things change so last min
or i wasnt prepared for that change
it juz make me very sad for the whole day
and i wont be able to work
low productivity
i expect stuff to be as it is when it was first given
the way it use to be
i hate it when pple mess things up
wadeva
it maybe abit selfish to expect that from everyone
afterall everyone work differently
messy day is definately not my way
sometimes i juz get frustrated
i would appreciate if stuff are return to me in the old form
thats why normally i am very cautious about pple stuff if they are at my hand
maybe it is too much to ask
shall try to do abit of mindmap for econs before sleeping
hope tml disscussion would be fruitful
juz get it over and done with fast
my gp got this problem one-eighth of the time is about unrelevant stuff
sometimes i juz wan to get thing done quickly
but it is not
proceeding
u know it
i hate last min stuff
normally i will do it as quick as possible
blah blah blah~
it all goes down to one thing
sz law: it all depends on my mood
ok it is a wed
half the week is gone
hope tml i pass my jump
god bless
SZ
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