Saturday, July 26, 2008
yesterday went to the funeral after ptm
wad a scene
didnt know that grand-uncle of mine is in gang
so all his buddies came down from penanag yesterday
they even put their gang flag up
today perform at K1
yap another performance
so sad didnt manage to visit the whole place ... was rushing off
two more weeks and i can concentrate on my studies =]
finally saw the s'pore flyer and i know wad it is now ...
i was telling poy it turns so slowly it would take hours to complete one round
and guess wad she said
she ask me is it turning??
and i laughed
our stage =]
foot of thoughts-
yes everyone questioning why i dont sleep
mummy kept nagging about it
the pt is i hate my life now
and by sleeping more on day and less on another
is to motivate myself
cos i would think that
hey at least i mange to rest well some of the days
stop telling me to sleep consistently
u know i dun have the time
and the only way to keep me gg is trying to comfort myself that i still get days where i can rest alot
life is juzt so unpredictable
u came with nth
and u leave with nth
who knows wad would happen yesterday
all the cryings i heard ...
death is juz leaving this world
had lots of feeling about life and death now
the image of the corpse is still in my head
nah shant think about it
because of the funeral i had 3 families squeeze into my hse yesterday night
all the rooms were pack
first time had really so so so many pple at my hse
all lazy to go back malaysia
cos today need to attend funeral again
and my hse is the nearest to my grand-uncle so hse
so end up all call up to book 'hotel'
lolz
a week has passed again ~
SZ
ice coffee made by my maid ... very very nice
shuhan's cake on her b'dae
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
9:23 PM
our stage =]
