Saturday, August 30, 2008
teachers' day celebration.
innova's:






chr's:


indecent coach~
muscle aching
getting old
mixed up all the econ graphs...
appreciate what you have and what's around you~
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
9:01 PM
Sunday, August 24, 2008
after a few days of sleep finally feel so much better
whenever i get sick
mummy would treat me like a queen
and this is the period of time where i would start to feel guilty for all the things i shouldnt have done
be it to my family or anyone
how i wish i could throw everything a side and enjoy time together with everyone
well was in sub-coma for the past few days ...
barely got up
sleep and sleep and sleep
seriously speaking i feel like sleeping now too
but gotto complete my work for tml sch
i haven touch any of the work yet
well have to force myself to burn midnight oil
couldnt really remeber much about what i did the past few days
anyway i spend my time on my bed ...
i guess i got nth much to remember too haha
the first thing i do when i go tuition today is to buy peanuts
suddenly feel like eating peanuts the past few days
so when i finally got out of bed i went to buy peanuts
and i ate it during tuition
gotto keep it a secret
if my parents find out i eat peanuts they will kill me
haha ...
ok i miss everyone
was hoping this friday could meet up with some of my oild frenz
but everyone is so busy
haiz
was reminded that i should study
yap especially when prelim is at the door-step
i juz dun feel like touching my books ... it makes my head ache
my head are still aching occassionally ....
it is juz one of those days where i wish i could enjoy myself
no worries
this always happen when i am sick
juz feel that i should enjoy my life
what if i die yesterday
i would regret not doing things i enjoy
something that i learn when i am sick
i takes alot of energy to focus on one thing
and it takes more effort to get a thing done
anyway
i cut my hair
and
good luck to those pple who are having exams ...
got this from my sis and thought of sharing it with everyone
this is a story about four pple:
Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody. There was an important job and everybody was asked to do it. Everybosy was sure somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that because it was everybody's job. Everybody thought anybody could do it, but nobody realised that everybody wouldn't do it. It end up that everybody blamed somebody when actually nobody asked anybody.
back to reality ....
work hard for A's
jia you jia you
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
9:59 PM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
just wake up half an hour ago
and i did nth except stoning
could get myself to start
so i choose to kick start by doing something like blogging instead on continue stoning
i am developing this habit of getting into coma once i had my dinner
which is really bad
cos it disrupt my sleeping hour and time
ok i am becoming abnormal
lets see ... i have ard 8 hrs before school starts
well the pile of homework is never ending
at the rate that i am studying at you wont believe that i am having prelim next week
i have not done any revision yet
and i am spending my time stoning more than ever
saw a shirt hanging on a tree under py blk ... and i took a pic

Mr azahar card


..... had nth much to say also
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
11:02 PM
some pics on genting trip


1st aunt, kat and grandma



haze ... dont know what she is trying to do anyway


haze and my sis

nice show

well ... things are not always easy ...
we just got to learn and adapt ...
not sleeping much ...
drinking wine lately to cure my headache ...
dad and grandma pushing all kinds of medicine and drinks to me ... well they claim it is beneficial ... but i dont know if a mixture of everything is good anyway ...
will cut my hair soon =]
attitude matters,
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
12:36 AM
Friday, August 15, 2008

initial drawing of yun

evolution of yun ... well the drawing is too young, cute and nice compared to real-life ...

draft on 23B shirt

gillian drawing on sungmin ...

magnify msg on the drawing ...
well ... in reality ....
sungmin is mine and junsu is mine too ....

visualiser negative - pencil in contrast
nth much to say also ...
JIA YOU everyone =]
wad am i doing ... haiz...
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
8:40 PM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
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photo taken on 080808

trying to cature 080808 on my watch during morning assembly ... a failure =]

took it randomly at the grass-patch outside sch ... cos it reminds me of GM food ...

well ... our national day present

my finish hi-lighter ... haha ...

gillian pic capture by wy

ml holding my water bottle
these are capture on yesterday acapella championship:

ms tan tag with vox on it ... dont understand why the register her under vox in the first place ... a few of her schs are in the competition too ... well ... i took this pic in an obscene position ...

well ... my backstage pass for esplanade ...
first look of backstage there give us the feeling of hospital ... thats how esplanade backstage look like =]

a full length mirror in the dressing room

another mirror in the dressing room

this is to show the sink in the dressing room ... not the pple

and artistic pic took by me while lying down on the sofa ... this is the ceiling outside our dressing room ...

another artistic work of mine ... but this time round it is the ceiling in the dressing room

crazy girls fiddling with the instructor hair ... trying to make her look pretty so that she could get a bf and be married ... haha ... well couldnt put a pic with her face clearly seen up ... gotta protect her reputation ... lolz

clowie taking a pic of herself ... i took it while lying on the sofa ... i tot it look artistic too ... haha

jill singing a few melody before gg on stage

seah hui, clowie and me

me and clowie

me and poy
well thats most of the pics i have with me right now ...
-study study study-
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
3:23 PM
Saturday, August 02, 2008
-ranting-
i wanna sleep many many many hours
have alot alot alot of sleep
do
everything i like
haiz
it's juz one of those days where i miss the old
times
acapella this is one thing i really like
look at the pile
of work on my table
where should i start
looks like i am never gonna
finish it
the amt of workload really discourage me alot
but i know this
is necessary
results dont fall down from the sky
moreover still feel
depress about it
hope all the work i put in now would not be wasted
eventually
stop discouraging me
it wont help
and it's useless
till this pt of time
after so much i went thru
now u are telling me
maybe u make the wrong decision
i really feel like cursing
love
piano~
i dont understand
when time is so limited now
i juz wanna
get things done fast and efficiently
i dont get it why pple juz dun wan to
focus
whether is it in choir, gathering, or wad so ever
everyone juz get
so distracted easily
have so much to say
sorry it juz makes me mad
i
know i am not very focus and efficient myself
but shouldnt we try to make
things more effective
pple we have one week left? one month left? two months
left?
sorry it juz so happens that i develop this habit of getting very
impatient this year
because there is so much stuff to be done
every
teacher would just look at you and say
too bad you just got to balance your
time
whether it is academic or any other thing
understand that
sometime juz wanna relax abit
but look at the time and occasion
sorry
their lack of urgency juzt pissed me off
look at the clock and think
how much time can we waste???
it may be me alone
me myself and I
that get overly serious
sometimes i also wanna throw away everyhting and
go wadeva i like
sleep all i can
play all i can
but reality is
reality
haiz
my life ...
what if i die tml
would i regret not
playing enough today????
anyway muz thank py for sending me jia you on friday
although it is so random and out of the blue
it helps =]
winter sontana sad song is playing below my flat
it makes me feel sad all of a sudden
i know everyone is struggling
and it is not the time to get everyone feel down
JIA YOU JIA YOU x)
hang on ....'music tame the beast'
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
10:04 PM