Saturday, August 02, 2008
-ranting-
i wanna sleep many many many hours
have alot alot alot of sleep
do
everything i like
haiz
it's juz one of those days where i miss the old
times
acapella this is one thing i really like
look at the pile
of work on my table
where should i start
looks like i am never gonna
finish it
the amt of workload really discourage me alot
but i know this
is necessary
results dont fall down from the sky
moreover still feel
depress about it
hope all the work i put in now would not be wasted
eventually
stop discouraging me
it wont help
and it's useless
till this pt of time
after so much i went thru
now u are telling me
maybe u make the wrong decision
i really feel like cursing
love
piano~
i dont understand
when time is so limited now
i juz wanna
get things done fast and efficiently
i dont get it why pple juz dun wan to
focus
whether is it in choir, gathering, or wad so ever
everyone juz get
so distracted easily
have so much to say
sorry it juz makes me mad
i
know i am not very focus and efficient myself
but shouldnt we try to make
things more effective
pple we have one week left? one month left? two months
left?
sorry it juz so happens that i develop this habit of getting very
impatient this year
because there is so much stuff to be done
every
teacher would just look at you and say
too bad you just got to balance your
time
whether it is academic or any other thing
understand that
sometime juz wanna relax abit
but look at the time and occasion
sorry
their lack of urgency juzt pissed me off
look at the clock and think
how much time can we waste???
it may be me alone
me myself and I
that get overly serious
sometimes i also wanna throw away everyhting and
go wadeva i like
sleep all i can
play all i can
but reality is
reality
haiz
my life ...
what if i die tml
would i regret not
playing enough today????
anyway muz thank py for sending me jia you on friday
although it is so random and out of the blue
it helps =]
winter sontana sad song is playing below my flat
it makes me feel sad all of a sudden
i know everyone is struggling
and it is not the time to get everyone feel down
JIA YOU JIA YOU x)
hang on ....'music tame the beast'
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
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