Monday, October 06, 2008
i feel like dying now
a sense of worriness seems to be too overwhelming for me
i dont know what happen
but i dont seems to be able to find the peace that i once found in piano and music
right know i am feeling a mixture of anxiety, anger and loss
and i cant continue with my work with a peaceful mind
feeling very frustrated
the feeling of i wan to get something done is so strong in my heart
but the thing is i dont know what is it
ok i lost track of what i said
i feel very messy now
thats it
bye bye ....
- i will constantly remind myself to be positive, at times it just seems so difficult to keep up to it ... now i just wish someone could save me out of my current state of mind and move on ....
SZ
-To be or not to be, that's a question-
7:38 PM
